meg96
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My dad committed suicide when I was 9 and at 17 I want to learn more about him. He was an alcoholic with bipolar disorder (which is obvious in his chart due to all the uranus hard aspects and the only conjunction being to mars). There was a lot of stress between us and things were not perfect but apart from everything he was wonderfully witty, charming, and he loved me so much and to me that is what matters the most. I am certain his spirit is with me reading what I'm writing and I want to say how much I really love him and admire him for everything he was and everything, were he here today, could be and could have become.
I'm not sure what I want out of anyone who wants to give this a go, but are there any chart factors indicating suicide? Addiction? Wit? Great capacity for emotion? It's not that I haven't looked and found anything, it's just that it's hard to read objectively.
I would like to point out he has sun square Pluto as well as I, and we both have strong mars/pluto aspects. He has mercury square uranus and I have mercury conjunct uranus. It really gives me faith in astrology, and even if I'm being foolish I can't say it hasn't been an enriching experience to get to know my dad all over again with a clear and objective perspective.
I'm not sure what I want out of anyone who wants to give this a go, but are there any chart factors indicating suicide? Addiction? Wit? Great capacity for emotion? It's not that I haven't looked and found anything, it's just that it's hard to read objectively.
I would like to point out he has sun square Pluto as well as I, and we both have strong mars/pluto aspects. He has mercury square uranus and I have mercury conjunct uranus. It really gives me faith in astrology, and even if I'm being foolish I can't say it hasn't been an enriching experience to get to know my dad all over again with a clear and objective perspective.
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