Re: Saturn conjucnt uranus (12th house)
Okay Cool guy,
Normally I would tell a new student of astrology to take it a step at a time, and piece together their chart for themselves. Usually, that would work.
However, you have a fascinatingly 'complex' chart. The picture that you used to post here does NOT do it justice. I drew it up myself because I wanted to see the inconjuncts [ quincuxes] drawn in. Sure enough, your chart when drawn, is nearly a grand sextile, and has 7 quincunxes, making up 5 yods, if a wide orb is used.
Virtually all of your planets, are involved in quincuxes. And even though you have a widely spaced 'wheel' type chart, where all the planets are spread evenly throughout the houses, there are no oppositions. Usually in a widely spread out pattern, one sees several prominent oppositions. In this case, one sees 7 inconjuncts, and 6 sextiles.
Okay, enough with the astrological terms, what does all that mean to you?
The first course of study for you would be to read everything you can about inconjuncts[ quincuxes] and yods.[ fingers of fate.]
In a nutshell, nothing comes easy for you, even though you are highly intelligent, ultra-perceptive, and quite discerning. Sometimes you just KNOW the correct answer, but do not know how you came to it, thus you[ and others] may doubt yourself. Second guessing becomes a nagging dynamic, even though your gut instincts are often on target.
Nothing is 'simple' about your chart. Everything leads back on itself and in other , 'conflicting' directions. Once you make your mind up about something, a nagging questioning voice continues to chatter , making things confusing. In astrology, squares and oppositions are pretty straigh forward challenges. If you have an illness, or an injury, then you have established steps to alleviate the problem.
With inconjuncts, it is difficult to even diagnose the problem. There are symptoms, and then other 'conflicting' symptoms, confusing those who are trying to assess the problem. And quite often, a person with many inconjuncts, finds themselves to be that small percentage who does not respond to the tried and true medications in the usual way. You may become a 'fascinating' test case because of your special, complicated situation.And you are so dynamic, and interesting to others, that you can shine beyond the usual run of the mill person.
Inconjuncts do not always show themselves as illness/dificulties. They are often indications of creative release or inventiveness due to extenuating circumstances. A situation beyond the scope of your control can feel overwhelming and distressing.But it does create the urge or need to create spontaneously. You may be the inventor of a whole new creative endeavor or field. A vast amount of wealth, accumulated after dire circumstances are sometimes seen with the chart you have.
Inconjuncts are awkward. They can make things seem odd or unusual and very amazing as well. This chart speaks to me of a soul who did not come into this life to coast along and just go with the flow. Inconjuncts demand work, just to get things going. But once the work begins, it is like a diamond in the rough. If you look at your chart drawn up, it is like a picture of a big diamond. The sextiles nearly connect all the way around the outer edge of the circle. That tells me that you did a tremendous amount of highly refined soul work in the past, and came here this time, for one missing piece.