I must admit to asking this question in near despair which probably explains the late degree of ascension. Almost 3 years ago in Oct.of 2007, I began falling down and within a week I was hospitalized, almost completely numb and paralyzed in the legs. Lesions on my spinal cord were found. I was tested for a host of infectious diseases, but not one turned up positive. One doctor here is convinced i have Lyme, but research shows it attacks the brain but not the spinal cord. i thought I might have developed a severe case of shingles as my skin at the time of this attack was rashy and burning.
My plasma was cleaned and I regained a great deal of function but relapsed again and have been confined to a wheelchair.The good news is that since then I have regained neurological function, but still cannot walk. The doctors disagree about what hit me. Some think it's an auto immune disorder; others a rare form of MS. Each group wants to give me extremely powerful drug with potentially fatal side effects.
Acupuncture has kept me going, I think. Plasma cleansing is risky but works to some extent. I have recently joined a Hugo Groening meditation group and experience a unique energy flow. Time is running out, though. I have lost a lot of weight, am increasingly prone to infection and though I can stand for 6 minutes at a time and exercise, I am growing weaker. I hope the fact that my ascendant ruler is retrograde does not indicate relapse. I am desperate enough to try to immune suppressant drugs the doctors favor, but if anyone sees a better cure here, I would be ever grateful to hear about it. If you do not think the chart is radical, i can ask again. Thanks, M
My plasma was cleaned and I regained a great deal of function but relapsed again and have been confined to a wheelchair.The good news is that since then I have regained neurological function, but still cannot walk. The doctors disagree about what hit me. Some think it's an auto immune disorder; others a rare form of MS. Each group wants to give me extremely powerful drug with potentially fatal side effects.
Acupuncture has kept me going, I think. Plasma cleansing is risky but works to some extent. I have recently joined a Hugo Groening meditation group and experience a unique energy flow. Time is running out, though. I have lost a lot of weight, am increasingly prone to infection and though I can stand for 6 minutes at a time and exercise, I am growing weaker. I hope the fact that my ascendant ruler is retrograde does not indicate relapse. I am desperate enough to try to immune suppressant drugs the doctors favor, but if anyone sees a better cure here, I would be ever grateful to hear about it. If you do not think the chart is radical, i can ask again. Thanks, M