Desperately hanging on for that rainbow

Please can someone read my chart, I'm having so much bad luck.....you name it.. finances, home, work, relationships, health,..
This has been going on for years and getting worse, every new road I try I'm pushed back, every corner there is an obstacle.
Is this the tip of the iceberg, or am I born a loser...

Thanks AnnieG

What do you hope to gain from an analysis of your chart?

Suppose that it clearly showed the struggles that you have(and it does), what are you prepared to do about this?

Its not bad luck, its just your life, and what you do about it. IMO, as long as you attribute what happens to you as bad luck, you will tend to have an excuse not to step forward and make changes. Calling the actions that you take and the responses of others as "bad luck" is a way to avoid making changes, and an expectation that every thing will simply right itself without you doing anything to make that happen.

There is no such thing as "Bad Luck", IMO. There is action, and there is less than useful action. Not winning in a casino is not bad luck, its the absence of good luck and the stupidity of giving all your money away to some big company.

no such thing as bad luck.. so what can I call this I'm living or not living day after day, if all options I try is a brick wall.
my priority at the moment is finding somewhere permenant to live.. My circumstances are not in the criteria of black and white

Life is about making choices and then living with the consequences of them.

Whatever is happening now is the result of choices that you made in the past. The future can change by the choices you make today, but it won't change immediately. At the moment I am suffering from prostatitis. Its not life threatening, but its obnoxiously painful. It was caused by my failure to get enough zinc in my diet 2 months ago, not bad luck. It will take another 2 weeks of zinc supplementation to get out from under the every day pain. But I ran out of zinc picolinate. Its not bad luck that the new bottle has not arrived in the mail even though I sent for it on Sunday. Its my bad choice for not planning ahead on the previous sunday, when I knew I was running out.

I have a friend who claims its bad luck that he has no retirement. Now he's working in a Apple Computer store with young bucks who are in their 30's and he's sixty five. of course when he was in the film industry in the 80's making an incredible $300,000 a year he p!ssed it all away in hot cars and food and wild women, when I was salting away my measly $16,000 a year salary. But he says that he's now down on his luck.

Its all about choices. And its about recognizing that you do in fact make choices now that cause issues in the future.

I'm happy to read your chart, but I'm more interested in how the information will be used by you and what you plan to do with the information that you get.

So could this be Karma... because I believe in that, also in past life, or inheriting karma.

Maybe I didnt think clearly and prepared for all of this.
Or been assertive than angry, or I should have learnt, really learnt from past, I dont think I had fully developed Self when I was young.
But I have worked, paid taxes, barely sick, paid bills,rent, never in debt, never took loans, .....yet my government wont help me. ....

All my knowledge about comes from bad choices and hind sight. Except for the deaths of loved ones, all the things I thought were bad turned out to be blessings in disguise.

thats true photon11111 learn from mistakes, I believe I'll look back to this and think piece of cake! and will make me stronger and wiser. The reason why I didnt get a job or move there .....will be a blessing

Zarathu said:

I'm happy to read your chart, but I'm more interested in how the information will be used by you and what you plan to do with the information that you get.

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This is another example of a choice for you to make. I offered to assist you, but I wanted you to make a clear description of what you needed and how you would use it, before I chose to spend a good amount of my time looking at your tertiary and minor progressions of the now, how you deal with change, and how you think about the world.

The choice that you made in response to my offer, was to moan and blame your current "bad luck", not on bad luck, but now on karma. The choice I was looking for was more in the vicinity of: "I'm looking for my biggest challenge at the moment, and I'm looking for ways that I might address that based on strengths in my chart."

That was the choice I was looking for, before I would make a personal choice to spend a lot of my personal choice time on your chart.

Every moment of every day we make choices about the future, and about the people in our present who will be helping us with the future. How many people in your past could have helped you, but you lost them by complaining about the present rather than taking up their offer of assistance to work into the future? This is something you should think about. It will not be easy, but it really needs to be done.

Sorry I do not understand, I cannot think straight, i find it hard to type what I really want to ask or what i am thinking..
choices.... i cant decide. one minute its that, one is another, I cannot focus anymore.
offers I had were very seldom. it was I help you, if you do this in return.
things i didnt want to do, but sometimes i did to please them sometimes i refuse and were rejected.
I nevercomplained in words of the present situstion i just did what they wanted and forget own needs.

AnnieG said:

I help you, if you do this in return.

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But AnnieG, that's the way of the world. No one gets something for nothing. Even internally within yourself, your own body is saying, "If you feed me right, and give me exercise, I will give you a long enjoyable life."

There is literally nothing, no circumstance, where something is given for nothing. Its always a give and take. Always.... Everywhere....all time. And throwing in little astrology, I was wondering if your Saturn might be in Capricorn or in the 10th house, where sometimes the hard work discipline at all circumstances turns itself around. And so, there is Saturn in your 10th house, as suspected.

If your body is aching with hunger but someone suppose to care for you refuses you that basic need, is that the way of the world...so if i allow someone to give me pain, i should inflict pain on another... I am getting lost.
What about people who do nothing for society do not work, dont pay taxes, ask and get money from government, pretend to be sick and get benefits, have children to get more benefits, want bigger homes, and get it,....take take and never give.

AnnieG said:

If your body is aching with hunger but someone suppose to care for you refuses you that basic need, is that the way of the world...so if i allow someone to give me pain, i should inflict pain on another... I am getting lost.
What about people who do nothing for society do not work, dont pay taxes, ask and get money from government, pretend to be sick and get benefits, have children to get more benefits, want bigger homes, and get it,....take take and never give.

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This isn't going anywhere....

Good Luck to you. I hope you find what you think you need.

Last time you posted a chart, you gave a 12:00 PM time, and said that there was no way to get a correct time. People asked again and again for a correct time.

This time, after assuring us that you could not come up with a time, you suddenly have a time of 7:33 pm.

Where did you get this time? You didn't just make it up, did you?

I tried writing major events in life, and looking at transits and familiarities on planets.., theres moon in Aries and Taurus and someone said to read both and see which one fits, they both do. I tried putting all the signs in 1st house and reading charts.... i have no idea so yes I made the time up because thats 29 degrees Aries/0 degrees Taurus moon..

AnnieG said:

I tried writing major events in life, and looking at transits and familiarities on planets.., theres moon in Aries and Taurus and someone said to read both and see which one fits, they both do. I tried putting all the signs in 1st house and reading charts.... i have no idea so yes I made the time up because thats 29 degrees Aries/0 degrees Taurus moon..

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Oh ...my.....god.

Rectification is the most difficult kind of astrology, and can only undertaken by someone who is very well versed in all the different disciplines of astrology. There are very very few skills rectifiers. And even in that case, we generally don't like to do this unless we have an approximate time already. Coming up with a time that is 7 hours 33 minutes from mid day, and done by someone who knows very little astrology is......well.....

I don't...truly.... know what to say.

Thank you, no one can help me. everyone is saying get the time, and other ways to narrow it down... no one will read chart unless you have a specific time..