In need of some light in the darkness?

Lykanized · Jul 27, 2018

My sister is 'schizophrenic' and I'm 'bipolar 1', except she hasn't been going through any conscious spiritual process. But I'm considering showing that to her because I wonder if it would do her any good

Lykanized · Jul 27, 2018

But it's not just that. If these 'illnesses' were treated as they were supposed to be treated, maybe it wouldn't lead to stigmatization or the level of revere so as to be named a Shaman, but it would force people to come to higher levels of consciousness and awareness, thought, emotion, spirit...These aren't illnesses, they are indeed gifts albeit ones that are tough to receive

Lykanized · Jul 27, 2018

Anyway, I received this message today on another board I belong to because I was asking people if they believed I was cursed because I truly believed I had accidentally cursed myself lmao. This person never read tarot for me unless they read it without telling me, but we did discuss my spiritual protector before

They also mentioned today's eclipse and everything going on astrologically

They confirmed for me that my spiritual protector is for sure trying to make their presence known to me as I thought. But I also realized something. I had named them Dea and given them a feminine persona just for the sake of increasing intimacy and on that night, I felt very intensely they wanted me to embrace my power, a godliness of sorts that we all have. So they're not Dea. I think I'm supposed to be. Maybe it represents something for me right now. I suppose I should give them a masculine name lol. Or maybe if I meditate I can figure out their real name

Lykanized · Jul 27, 2018

What I was really deeply puzzled about above all today was that realization I had come to about the power of words and I became paranoid that all I was doing as a writer was adding to the negativity in the world. I've learned recently too that negativity can be fed and it will feed off of us until we're dry

I recall as a kid a time my mom was getting really really upset and I felt like something was attacking me. I couldn't make sense of that feeling, but now I know it's very real

But that's what I had to think about because that's the complete and total opposite of my aim as a writer. I want to do something good. I want to help people face their negativity, their darkness, but for the sake of finding their light and I hope that will never be misconstrued as glorifying pure darkness like I once did

Intention is so important. My intention is pure and I've made sure of that

Lykanized · Jul 27, 2018

I've gone through vast changes in the past several years, but by far, I can tell this year will yield the most changes. I'm already unidentifiable as the creature I was last year. Come 2019, my current self will be unidentifiable. My 2017 self will be but foreign in the wastelands

Also. I remember last night writing I could sense a huge change on the horizon for myself. So I knew it was coming. I may not have been spiritually prepared for the current astrological conditions, but god...if you're not ready, they will get you up to speed

conspiracy theorist · Jul 28, 2018

Lykanized said:
Yes! Please share whatever you have. I appreciate it greatly....

Lykanized · Jul 28, 2018

I'm still trying to understand twin flames but now I've been told that not everyone has a twin flame which I didn't know before. Apparently one twin will embody the divine masculine and the other the divine feminine so if we are twin flames and my protector is divine masculine, I must be meant to embody divine feminine which may be why I got the feeling of being pushed to embody goddess like energy. This is a very confusing subject because it seems that your twin flame's soul can communicate with you and protect you while at the same time inhabiting a human body

It also has nothing to do with the gender of the human vessel either so it doesn't matter if you're homosexual or whatever. It seems like it may not even be a lover thing necessarily anyway, but it'll be a lot deeper. I still don't quite understand what twin flames are about, but the same person from earlier told me that if I am one, I need to become obsessed with self development and spirituality, which I already have been and know I always will be. You will be each others' perfect mirrors and you will follow similar demons and help each other grow in very profound ways

I also have the intuition I may have already met my twin flame if I am one because I've met someone who is so much like me they may as well be me, but they're like me inside out. They're much more practical and not as outwardly emotional, more stoic. They've already been able to help me grow so much in the short time I've known them. They're bolder. I'm shier. But I'm a lot more soulful and emotional and more impulsive and intuitive. They're more logical. I'm more poetic. They're more comfortable with their physical self, I'm more confident with my inner self. Yet something at the deeper level feels timeless and like it honestly always has been

Everything I've read really points to twin flames not meaning to actually be lovers really, but they're still meant to be in each others' lives and do something for each other as well as possibly with each other. I was told my twin flame and I have the same mission here. I have this intuition with this person down to the deepest level that we're meant to explore and create together, but despite how that may translate at first as something romantic, I'm not sure we're actually supposed to be romantically involved

Lykanized · Jul 28, 2018

https://www.callah-ancients.com/esoteric-dictionary/47-twin-flames

On twin flames if anyone else thinks they may be one

Lykanized · Jul 28, 2018

Thank you so much. I hope that wasn't too hard to assemble, but I greatly appreciate it and it won't be wasted

conspiracy theorist said:
Beyond Good and Evil - Friedrich Nietzsche https://www.holybooks.com/wp-content/uploads/Nietzsche-Beyond-Good-and-Evil.pdf
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Lykanized · Jul 28, 2018

I've had it...

Whenever you try to put a space between paragraphs, this site lately has been magnetizing the gap to the size of Alaska and I wouldn't be so annoyed if it was aesthetically appealing, but it's ugly and it breaks up the energy and it's just gross

conspiracy theorist · Jul 28, 2018

Lykanized said:
Thank you so much. I hope that wasn't too hard to assemble, but I greatly appreciate it and it won't be wasted

Eh, I was getting some laundry done so I took the waiting time to put that list together. Now you and any onlooker with the interest can do some digging and branch off from wherever these resources take them. And now I have an archive for myself that I can revisit. Killing many birds with one stone, or in this case, one post.

Lykanized · Jul 29, 2018

Consider mental illness your personal invitation in higher realms of consciousness, thinking, emotion, and spirituality. It's a gift. You've been hand delivered the invitation and the pathway is right in front of you. To be clear, 'mental illness' itself isn't the higher reality, it's only the portal you have the choice to walk through. Modern Western society tries all it can to keep us from doing so and the trap is so well set it's ensnared masses of people who sadly are made to think that their mind is what's trapped them and they can't get away from it

So much research has been devoted to figuring out why mental illness is only becoming more widespread as the ages go on rather than us evolving out of it because 'survival of the fittest'. Maybe it's simply that enough souls have been doing the work throughout their journeys to be ready for it

Lykanized · Jul 29, 2018

My sister has been diagnosed schizophrenic but I know from talking to her that the only friction caused is because we were raised Catholic. She feels as if she can hear other peoples' thoughts telepathically, and maybe she can. No one can tell her she can't and actually rationally know themselves to be correct

Lykanized · Jul 29, 2018

My sister probably falls in the category of people who in certain societies would be considered to have Shamanic potential but unfortunately, we live in the one we do

Lykanized · Jul 29, 2018

I just realized Pluto is almost directly conjunct my Uranus-Neptune now. Maybe that's why I've been having such a revolution of my consciousness lately. I better keep using it while it lasts

It's at 19 degrees 37 minutes Capricorn...My Neptune is at 19 degree 29 minutes Cap and Uranus 19 degrees 48 minutes Cap. It's also retrograde atm. Idk the effects that has on your planets that are retrograde, but my Uranus and Neptune are both retrograde

Lykanized · Aug 13, 2018

Since I've been delving into the deep spiritual aspects of my journey, my personal journey regardless of whether others would consider it spiritual or not. (I notice some people get very judgmental about spirituality but that' sinauthentic to me), odd happenings occur. Mystics and individuals highly in tune will come into my life. I suppose we draw these things to ourselves when we're ready

I'm focusing now on my goals, my visions, my desires for what I want to do with my life to help others. I'm switching majors to English and I finally feel I'm gonna be on my way, where I belong. I'm gonna keep working on my telepathy theory, but I'm not gonna let all of this consume me, all of what I've learned, as I very easily overthink

But I'm not a philosopher by nature, I'm a poet. Sometimes i think so much and I'm left lost wondering what's missing... the poetry. What I'm called to right now is just action, taking action

The journey I've taken this year has led me to a place hwere more than ever, I feel at peace, satisfied...well I'm never satisfied, but I'm sure of myself and what I'm doing. I've never had that before. I've transformed a lot throuhg the years and I cherish it

I feel good things coming my way and I hope I deserve them

Lykanized · Aug 13, 2018

idk man. I took like 30mg klonopin and a bunch of kratom

Lykanized · Aug 13, 2018

I do know that the more open you are, the more you've opened your doors, the more you are able to invite beautiful energies into your life. Granted I realize that this also means you may be vulnerable to more malevolent beings, but use your intuition. That was a gift us humans do have

Lykanized · Aug 13, 2018

Natal vs Draconic chart for moi

Interestingly, this does indicate a soul path of divine feminine integrating the divine masculine

Natal chart very feminine, draconic chart almost like the quintessential authoritative, dominant male, ruthless, but retaining the empathy and softness of the natal

I really do see so much significant in draconic charts...

I'm really interested in doing so much more digging. I wonder if it's true peoples whose natal charts and draconic charts don't differ much don't have as many challenges to face in reaching their soul's needs this lifetime. But still, as I noted before, something about that sounds offkey

I don't exactly follow the belief that the draconic chart is the soul. I believe it's more about path of integration as we follow our transformations brought upon by our north node progression

And yet, I can feel this ruthless, serious, fixed, obsessive part of me so I don't think the draconic is always separate from us.. I believe it's always there haunting us in a way, but it's a matter of fully maging these traits from the depths and using them as a strength, not just an undertone or perhaps a shadow that comes out in destructive ways when we're less healthy

Lykanized · Aug 14, 2018

Relevant

http://www.openculture.com/2018/02/1600-occult-books-now-digitized-put-online.html

"Back in December we brought you some exciting news. Thanks to a generous donation from Da Vinci Code author Dan Brown, Amsterdam’s Ritman Library—a sizable collection of pre-1900 books on alchemy, astrology, magic, and other occult subjects—has been digitizing thousands of its rare texts under a digital education project cheekily called “Hermetically Open.” We are now pleased to report, less than two months later, that the first 1,617 books from the Ritman project have come available in their online reading room. The site is still in beta, so to speak; in their Facebook announcement, the Ritman admits they are “still improving the whole presentation,” which is a bit clunky at the moment. But for fans and students of this literature, a little inconvenience is a small price to pay for full access to hundreds of rare occult texts."

awesome ****(Occult Library)

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