You have Taurus on the cusp of the 5th, which rules hobbies/pastimes/entertainment. I can see why you described yourself as ‘lazy’ when you have free time. Taurus on the 5th is happy eating and lounging and listening to music. My fave things too.
But the ruler, Venus, is inn Scorpio in the 12th. That might make you feel guilty about being idle and unproductive. Scorpio stellium often feel spurred on by the need to progress, transform, complete against others in the quest for monetary gain.
You might be inspired by a hobby that has a positive, potential outcome. Like panning for gold or searching for treasure, using metal detectors?
Or maybe the possibility of meeting a romantic partner interests you? There are social clubs that might provide those opportunities. But small talk is probably not your thing. If you are going to bother conversing with new people, you probably want to discuss something inspiring, intelligent, interesting. Otherwise you may end up being sarcastic or caustic? lol It seems that you really do want to ‘make friends’ —but that Mars in Gemini in the 7th is too quick witted and says things that are not conducive to forming new friendships. Unless that person ‘gets’ your sense of humor, that is.
It would be great if there was a club that got together to discuss the stupidity of mankind and the current culture’s epic failure, and people could joke about how messed up the world is now. You probably have insightful things to say and do so in a very funny, cutting way?
Maybe go to some Astrology Workshops?