Re: The Shadow Side of Libra
This resonates heavily with my experience. I LIVED my moon/chiron/mars conjunction in the 8th in capricorn as a young child. And I also experienced some sexual abuse and some difficult circumstances for a time- despite being raised in a good home, with a loving Pisces mom. She was not able to fully protect me when I was most vulnerable
I have the sun @ zero scorpio and I have always felt like a Scorpio however.
But I did not elevate to the higher energy of Scorpio until I was past my 20's at least. And the reason I first became interested in Astrology was because I was fascinated with being a Scorpio, and not a Libra as I had believed as a child.
I agree wholeheartedly that learning to fully 'become' ones sun sign is a long, sometimes difficult process. It may be that the sun is one's 'potential.'
freedomlover said:I know what you mean, katydid. Let me give you my experience, which I think is alot of people's experience. The Sun represents your identity, sense of self, and the way you express your ego. I'm only recently beginning to act like my Sun Sign placement - Sagittarius Sun in the 11th. This is because my sense of self got lost in childhood due to an overbearing mother, and many other factors, including sexual abuse. I was never encouraged to follow the path that would lead to my developing what I needed to develop to let my sun "shine". I believe this is alot of what is wrong with the world today - people have lost who they really are and what they are here to do. To me, this would explain why so many people do not feel identified with their Sun sign.
I had posted on another thread somewhere that, as a child, I felt like the description of my Aquarius Moon. I was also very Merucury(r) in Sagittarius in the 12th - spent most of my time holed up in my room with piles of books. Most of my adult life, I've felt like my Ascendant, Mars, and Venus in Capricorn. Only in the past few years have I even begun to feel like my Sagittarius Sun in the 11th - and it has taken years of inner healing work to get even this far.
Freedomlover
This resonates heavily with my experience. I LIVED my moon/chiron/mars conjunction in the 8th in capricorn as a young child. And I also experienced some sexual abuse and some difficult circumstances for a time- despite being raised in a good home, with a loving Pisces mom. She was not able to fully protect me when I was most vulnerable
I have the sun @ zero scorpio and I have always felt like a Scorpio however.
But I did not elevate to the higher energy of Scorpio until I was past my 20's at least. And the reason I first became interested in Astrology was because I was fascinated with being a Scorpio, and not a Libra as I had believed as a child.
I agree wholeheartedly that learning to fully 'become' ones sun sign is a long, sometimes difficult process. It may be that the sun is one's 'potential.'