My Problems...

Sorry for my English I'm unhappy. I have no squares in my chart, I never have motivation. my venus is retrograde and sunburned. I have chiron in first house, I have grand trine (moon,pluto,lilith). I want to die. I had a hard time communicating with people. Everything is painful for me. This is not the first time, I have been like this since childhood. I always have personal relationahip problems, I always suffer from one-sided feelings. I have a horrible appearance and I can not change this. Sorry i dont know what i am doing ... I dont want to die yet. maybe some advices from you... sorry

my chart: https://ibb.co/cc38cfv

manusha,

This is NOT a suicide counseling station, it does not pretend to be, it does not have the right people, it is not staffed appropriately, it simply doesn't have the ability to give you the help you need. For that reason, the sooner you look AWAY from this forum, the sooner you can look for help in an area where people are going to give you the help you need.

But it CAN point you in the right direction. Our Forum members suggest going to these sites:
http://www.suicideprevention.ca/in-crisis-now/thinking-about-suicide/
http://www.cmha.ca/mental-health/find-help/emotional-wellness/
http://www.suicideforum.com/
http://www.takethislife.com/suicide-forums/
http://d2lrevolution.com/no-suicide-zone/?gclid=CJbqx42XprwCFWLHtAodQx4AKw

In accordance with Forum rules, I'm locking this thread down against further postings.

Locking down,

Tim