I am nearing into the first year of my first Saturn return. I am already feeling stronger inside, but I also feel pretty awful overall. My Saturn is in the 8th house, and in addition to dealing with sudden changes, death, losses, trauma, fear, and anxiety, I also feel like I haven't had a moment to catch my breath.
The hardest part is dealing with others' apathy. I have Saturn conjunction Uranus and Neptune (square Venus and Mars). I have a hard time getting others to understand me, the things I need just can't seem to come across. That leads to apathy from others, and therefore the feeling of neglect. It leads to me completely fighting my own battles by myself. I am alone and it's scary.
Does anyone know what indicates in a chart, or leads to experiencing apathy from others? How are others faring in their Saturn return?
The hardest part is dealing with others' apathy. I have Saturn conjunction Uranus and Neptune (square Venus and Mars). I have a hard time getting others to understand me, the things I need just can't seem to come across. That leads to apathy from others, and therefore the feeling of neglect. It leads to me completely fighting my own battles by myself. I am alone and it's scary.
Does anyone know what indicates in a chart, or leads to experiencing apathy from others? How are others faring in their Saturn return?