With lilith on my venus I never let anyone near me. I feel like im hard to love or no one will ever understand me. I don't let anyone get close let alone allow them the chance to actually get to know me and understand me. I have lilith in aries in 5th house. I feel like I could be a bit of a "player" almost. I'm not a "fluffy", sweet, easy love. It may also be because of a taurus descendant possibly. I don't trust.
I also seem to have mars at a bad angle because most of my generation has pluto in scorpio and my mars seems to make a very loose (8 degrees) opposition their pluto.
I just feel like I can never trust anyone. is this understandable? irrational?
Ill post my chart for those who want to see it.
I also seem to have mars at a bad angle because most of my generation has pluto in scorpio and my mars seems to make a very loose (8 degrees) opposition their pluto.
I just feel like I can never trust anyone. is this understandable? irrational?
Ill post my chart for those who want to see it.
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