i've gotten astrology readings before and i feel like they're just telling me what i want to hear, or maybe the best potentials of my chart. i feel like i'm actually just manifesting the negative sides
i'm an incredible recluse, no friends, work from home, can't talk to people at all. my roommate who i've known for like 8 years mentioned something like they dont know anything about me the other day. had 10 minute conversation with her, the longest i've ever had.
the couple of times people invited me to some social thing, i just dont talk and i can tell im just making people uncomfortable "man you sure are quiet"
i just cant stand talking about mundane things. i wanna talk about aliens, ufos, occultism, spirituality, religions, mysticism, paranormal stuff, etc. i have absolutely zero interest in how your or my weekend was, im sure it was a lot like the last hundred weekends. but this is really what anyone seems to ever want to talk about, i don't even bother(or more accurately, i can't bother, i literally cant even pretend to be normal and talk about casual stuff)
and beyond the social aspect i have zero worldly ambition. i do my job to make what i absolutely must to survive and not an inch more. im absolutely certain i will never have a family, a high paying job, or even some kind of practiced skill or talent, just not interested in the slightest. rather spend all my days reading books, watching youtube, and playing video games. im only truly comfortable when im alone or anonymous
so yea someone wanna assure this is shown in my chart. or just explain the "worst" or negative aspects to my chart i seem to be manifesting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yF2y5y7BxgM
i'm an incredible recluse, no friends, work from home, can't talk to people at all. my roommate who i've known for like 8 years mentioned something like they dont know anything about me the other day. had 10 minute conversation with her, the longest i've ever had.
the couple of times people invited me to some social thing, i just dont talk and i can tell im just making people uncomfortable "man you sure are quiet"
i just cant stand talking about mundane things. i wanna talk about aliens, ufos, occultism, spirituality, religions, mysticism, paranormal stuff, etc. i have absolutely zero interest in how your or my weekend was, im sure it was a lot like the last hundred weekends. but this is really what anyone seems to ever want to talk about, i don't even bother(or more accurately, i can't bother, i literally cant even pretend to be normal and talk about casual stuff)
and beyond the social aspect i have zero worldly ambition. i do my job to make what i absolutely must to survive and not an inch more. im absolutely certain i will never have a family, a high paying job, or even some kind of practiced skill or talent, just not interested in the slightest. rather spend all my days reading books, watching youtube, and playing video games. im only truly comfortable when im alone or anonymous
so yea someone wanna assure this is shown in my chart. or just explain the "worst" or negative aspects to my chart i seem to be manifesting.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yF2y5y7BxgM