And what does it mean that a guy's neptune conjunct my ascendant?
Are you sure?
I would doubt that. I actually have this aspect with a guy I'm interested in, but I'm the Neptune, and I promise, I don't lie about liking his appearance. ;> That may be the case for some people, but I think it may be an overly literal reading.
While I'm not entirely sure what goes through his head, I think, looking at it from the reverse, that he's somewhat inclined to see me through rose-colored glasses, to assume I'm "more ..." than I actually am. NOT so much in appearance, but in other ways ... wiser, more logical, smarter, etc., than I see myself (or think I actually am). This is what I've gleaned from things he's said to me/to others.
In short, he has an inclination at times to see less who I am than who he THINKS I am, or wants me to be. (He also has Mercury on his Asc tied up in all this.) He PROJECTS things onto me. This is not necessarily in a romantic sense, and I don't think he's entirely conscious of doing so. Nor do I deliberately try to mislead him (aside from keeping some of my feelings to myself because he's not at a point he wants, or needs, to hear them). So yes, that is "deception" of a sort, but of the normal kind. It's not terribly important, either, as our friendship exists quite apart from any romantic feelings I have.
So with that in mind, I might suggest that you examine carefully how you SEE this guy? Are you really seeing him, or who you want him to be for you? Have you cast him in a script running in your head? Being on the other end of that, while it's flattering, it can also be a little frustrating, as you want the other person to see YOU, flaws and all, even while worrying that if they do, they'll stop liking you.
Much, of course, depends on the rest of the synastry, and whether there's a lot of Neptunian involvement, especially with hard aspects. In our case, there isn't. So while I think he tends to project onto me, it's not as "bad" as it could be, and as noted, we get along rather well and have a lot of other really good synastry aspects that helps to offset Neptune conj. Mercury on his Asc.
I'll also add that while I think Neptune usually works out with "dreamy" ideas/overly positive ideas of the other person, it just means confusion and deception in general. So it COULD indicate an unfairly *negative* view of someone, not just an overly positive one.
And yes, of course, it has to be said that it could indicate outright manipulative deception. But I'm not sure that should be the automatic default reading. Even if there is "deception" it may be of the common sort -- as in my keeping my feelings to myself because it would complicate the friendship if he knew at present. If he DID know I was "deceiving" him about that, he'd probably be glad I was. Ha. There are a lot of reasons why he's not dating anybody right now, not the least that he's considering taking a job overseas that would last several years and might even be permanent.
What about...
Venus trine Neptune
Mercury square Neptune
Neptune trine Moon(less than 4 degrees)
Venus opposition Neptune(less than 4 degrees)
Mercury trine Neptune
I checked for more than 4 degrees because I thought there was more Neptune influence than just those two. Other aspects involved, but this is what I've been trying to figure out. I think Neptune aspects could be some of the worst, because of the confusion.
The aspects above which I am currently finding particularly testing are the ones involving Saturn (because even though they are challenging and obvious, you are held to them like glue AND they play out over time). They seem to involve obligations and restrictions impinging on romance, affection and demonstration. They hinder a relationship from getting off the ground (especially with Saturn/Venus). The Saturn person can be like a "wet blanket", "raining on your parade" (as someone also said on here). It seems like they can think of every reason why not to get into a relationship; look on your attempts at romance with disdain; put their responsibilities ahead of your relationship; leave you feeling like you're the least important item on their long list of priorities - and you just know that they still have feelings for you despite all those things, so you can't walk away. That really gets you down after a while, even with some strong, good aspects. On the up side, the Saturn is like glue and perhaps means that the romance bit will "take time" unfolding (and therefore won't be a flash in the pan), but that won't necessarily be an easy time.
I found this particularly interesting because in the synastry chart between I and the guy I was talking about just above there's a Venus-Saturn square, and it's probably the most difficult/challenging aspect between our charts (much more so than the Mercury-Neptune conjunction, actually). I also had one of these suckers with my ex-husband.
In both cases, what you described above EXACTLY nails how I felt about the other guy ... except he was the Venus and I was the Saturn! Now, with the ex-, I think he might also have agreed with the above. We seemed to do it to each other. It did play out over the long run, it was not pretty, although in the case of the ex-, we also had a nasty Neptune-Venus aspect, which let to self-deceptions too, and we had less in the way of truly positive aspects. There was a little more sexual fire there, however, so the relationship did actually get off the ground. And it did last (19, almost 20 years).
But with the new guy the above is ESPECIALLY true, most notably the busy schedule, the excuses for not considering dating, and the delay. There are a ton of really good synastry aspects, but this Venus-Saturn aspect is a real killer. It doesn't seem to affect the *friendship* much, but a romantic relationship, yes.
But again, the above description fits me, the Saturn person. I do think he feels some of the "wet blanket" aspect, but more in terms of what he perceives as "reasons I can't date her," some of which are valid, some of which are not. But this in particular -- "look on your attempts at romance with disdain; put their responsibilities ahead of your relationship; leave you feeling like you're the least important item on their long list of priorities" -- describes his reactions as the Venus (conj. Neptune) person. "Disdain" might be less true than "impractical," but that's very Saturnian: practicality. I should also add that he has a LOT of impetus in his personal chart that demands freedom even while seeking (idealized) attachment. He's a Libra Sun, but it's conjunct Uranus. He's got a lovely 1st house Venus conj. Neptune ... in Sagittarius. He should come with a warning label: "Don't Tie Me Down!" Mostly, I'm okay with that, but I think it inclines him to regard personal relationships generally as "Saturnian" because of the demands that automatically go with them.
It's pretty spooky actually. I used to date a guy with a Libra Sun conjunct Uranus AND Venus conj Neptune in Sagittarius.
He was virtually impossible to pin down, even though he said going out with me made him feel like "the luckiest guy in the world" (genuinely). It lasted 4 months, and I've never gotten over it. He was the "one who got away". After our relationship, we lost touch, he emigrated to Australia to marry the woman he fell in love with, and at length we got in contact again, but had scant communication (yet intense), then he disappeared again. V. strange. He genuinely thinks I am "all that", but just could never deal with the commitment. We have our Saturn conjunction in my 7th, opposite our North Nodes conjunct my ASC. Complete bummer. Our relationship just couldn't get off the ground properly, but feels like it will "click" at some point in the future. Looks like we both have obligations which prevent us getting together for now (my young children and being in England; his marriage, young child and being in Australia). I just can't believe it worked out so badly, and that we are still crazy for each other. Bizarre!
Thank you, yeah Neptune is pretty difficult lol.
I think the Saturn person could also restrict the Venus person in some ways.
Would you mind posting his chart? I'd like to compare. What was his moon? (It would be too spooky if it was in Aries!)
In Synastry, I also have a Saturn-N.Node connection with this guy, and it does sometimes feel fated (which I understand that aspect brings out). And yes, he seems to have issues with commitment because what he wants OTOH seems to conflict with what he wants on the other. It's probably no accident he's 37 and never married!
In our case, though, we've never made it past friendship and I'm not at all sure we ever will, although I sometimes feel like if we *could*, there is a ton of potential. Although when I'm fully honest, I think there would always be ways in which we just frustrated the h*ll out of each other at a purely emotional level, largely due to his great need for freedom and mine for reassurance. I'm a Leo Venus, he's a Sagi Venus ... those blend in fire, but they wear cock-eyed. :-D In virtually every OTHER way, we're an ideal match.