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Hey, what does my natal chart says about me based aspects, characteristics, etc?
In your past life, you probably felt a great deal of responsibility for others and even took care of a partner. You may have had a skill you perfected and there was a lot of pressure to be perfect. It's like being a surgeon. You have to do it perfect and you better get it right, or the person could die. It's that kind of feeling. So in this life, you have brought forward that feeling and with Sun, Mercury, and Venus in Gemini, you definitely have a very mental-orientation to everything you do. You're probably very smart and you may be drawn to the sciences.
However, with Chiron in Gemini too, that tells me that you think too much, or maybe talk to much - there is too much restless thinking and analyzing going on - which could be inhibiting in the long run.
With Moon in Capricorn, conjunct Saturn, you will not easily express your emotions and feelings. You'll tend to hold them in and keep working and moving . . . Capricorn and Saturn like to just keep moving and working and doing and hope it will all work itself out - but - this is an issue for you. Your Moon is about your feelings, your needs, what makes you happy - and I bet you'd say, working makes you happy. Well, yes, it can make a person happy - but there are other parts of you that make you human and human beings do have feelings.
With your Aquarius rising, you may come across as aloof - and of course, your rising rulers and rulers of your whole chart is Uranus and Saturn. They are conjunct in the 11th but in different signs. Still, they are less than a degree apart, and I see them as a conjunction. Sagittarius is outward, expansive, engaging and Capricorn is more inward feeling while liking to keep busy and focused. These planets are not given to expressing emotions, even if and when you feel them. Uranus will translate emotions into intuitive impulses or mental images.
And yet, Pluto is in Scorpio, asking you to investigate your emotional life - too get in touch and evolve your emotional world. Here is your big challenge. Pluto is quincunx your Sun in the 4th. Your Sun is in Gemini, which is very mental or intellectually-oriented while the 4th house is the Moon's house - that of the psychological-emotional world. Neptune is not quincunx the Sun when I pull it up, probably because it's more than 2 degrees orb - but I'll give it you. A yod can be about something to be sacrificed - in this case, the Sun, which is the apex of the yod. Here, you are to sacrifice the mental processes for emotional ones. Of course, you will always have an intellectual orientation, but the yod is saying - you can also tune into your emotions if you choose to. Pluto in Scorpio says that you MUST - and this is a mandate. It says, you won't be happy until you do its bidding.
Jupiter in Taurus in 3rd house should help slow down the thought processes a little bit - bringing some earth to stabilize thought and bring you more into your body.
Ultimately, your first house Pisces North Node and Mars is saying that you need to let go of the perfectionist attitude and learn to release your sense of heightened responsibility. You need to learn to relax and go within - sense the divine and let God or Spirit handle things. Neptune says something similar - chill - relax - tune into spirit and allow some escape time - some time alone - time to play - andd some time to reinvent yourself.