Hi PiscesPrincess
You have the north node on your ascendant. This is the single most powerful aspect a soul can have as it shows your soul choose to have access to energy of life.death and all manifestation on the material and spiritual planes.this aspect gives psychic abilities and gives intelligence.
You mars is opposed to satrun and these are conjunct the nodal axis. Mars is sextile to Pluto and trine to the jupjter/Uranus conjunction. These form a “pyramid” pattern which gives added power to your visualizations .Uranus/Jupiter give brilliance and mental aspects of genius. The total package gives psychokinetic connection to the degree that your thoughts can affect reality , as in buttterflygirls’s chart. This pattern is favorable for all intellectual pursuits and it shows that you can translate the most complicated concepts into practical achievements . the pyramid pattern often appears in therapist or counselor. With Pluto involved you may be in health care though the Uranus/Jupiter conjunction suggest a executive position.
With sun square to Pluto ad the node conjunct to Saturn , you have a dynamic often associated with abusive childhoods. the sun/Pluto square implies restriction from a past life or your abuse of your powers in a past life my hinder you in this life time.
Your Chiron/Saturn midpoint is conjunct your sun/Pluto midpoint so it is almost certain that you have had a very abusive childhood. If this is so then you likely have self esteem issues that have hindered your souls ability to use the forces you were born with.
You moon is opposed to mercury and the Jupiter/Venus midpoint giving you a loving and optimistic nature. likely this radiant energy has allowed you to go on with your life in spite of the potential psychologically rehabilitating abuse in your childhood. This pattern is favorable for professional and education advancement as well as loving and happy mental/emotional relationships
rahu
Argh, dude i aint even know where to start. My mom & me have an on/off relationship(Moon opp Uranus). But back in my wild child/preteen days, she actually used to hit me and tell me abusive things. I had a restrictive childhood(Cap IC), my family are strict at times. (not so much anymore, im 17 now and im gonna be legal next year)
I have 4H ruler in my 7H... My mom, who has the dreaded Merc opp Saturn aspect with Sun conj Pluto, she tells me & my sis to stay away from certain cultures, races, but i obv dont listen to that racist **** she says. She def had said some racist stuff against the Scorpio moon ex in the past as well.
Plus they know that if they hit me ill probs fight back now, because i have a temper...
Idk i have Mars in Libra retro and i dont feel like one AT ALL, more like Aries or Leo mars... im drawn to fiery, fun, egocentric, and not girly or "nice" guys like the Libra mars descrption says about Libra mars women. Tbh i think guys who are too nice and pleasing are gay as hell. I do get guys who are mechanics or sporty (mars trine uranus + aries dsc..)
I used to get into alot of girlfights and had altercations with family members to defend myself as well when i was younger.
Now my mom just tells me im a fatass and stuff just because i have curves and not skinny like my sister and stuff, tells me to lose weight but everyone else says i dont need to at all(Moon opp venus, my asc ruler).
I have Aspergers thou, but i have tons of friends and acquaintances, and a number of exes of all races (i'm Black and 1/4 German myself so imagine lmfao). I used to be "socially retarded" as a kid but genius, then at preteens i was very sexual and rebellious, free spirited (still am all of those things but i dont act childish as much). I still am very very smart to this day.
But i have gone through alot of things in my life, fights with exes and physical fights with other girls, had an abortion last year, just a whole lot for a girl like me.