Hey you should be able to answer that question better than me!
I'm an artist, and I've known that even in the darkest hours of my soul. There are days that I might think that I suck, that I'll never fulfill my potentials because of ill stars, that I can't do so much as to take a shower, and I suggest that you have a list of things to do when those moments come.
You can get a lot more down to your inner self by writing, painting, or whatever your preferred medium. I just bought a lot of water-based color markers and filled out sketchbooks of ideas for the new year. Don't think too much and just fill them up. I have friends who go through one sketchbook a day when they feel blocked. Always works better than hanging out on astrological forums waiting for contradictory answers on your uncertain chart.