With my loved ones and friends, I am super reserved, I like jokes, chatting, etc. But I am pretty anti-social with people I don't know. I even have anxiety.
Most people who don't know me would never suspect that I am a pretty violent person. When someone talks trash about me or is an a-hole to me, I confront them and can be very violent towards them. I don't know why but sometimes I get so angry that I could beat someone down until they stop moving.
I thought this side of me died a few years ago but I saw a neighbor today who has been spreading rumors about me around the neighborhood since I was 17 (I am 25 now), and I confronted this a-hole and started pushing him and shoving his chin. Now that I'm home and calmed down, I feel so embarrassed and like oh my God, I am not in High School anymore, I could go to jail for this now.
So anything in my chart that shows violence and how can I calm it down? Usually I am pretty reserved, quiet and stuff but when I get mad and someone does something to try and test me I go from 1 to 100 in seconds.
Most people who don't know me would never suspect that I am a pretty violent person. When someone talks trash about me or is an a-hole to me, I confront them and can be very violent towards them. I don't know why but sometimes I get so angry that I could beat someone down until they stop moving.
I thought this side of me died a few years ago but I saw a neighbor today who has been spreading rumors about me around the neighborhood since I was 17 (I am 25 now), and I confronted this a-hole and started pushing him and shoving his chin. Now that I'm home and calmed down, I feel so embarrassed and like oh my God, I am not in High School anymore, I could go to jail for this now.
So anything in my chart that shows violence and how can I calm it down? Usually I am pretty reserved, quiet and stuff but when I get mad and someone does something to try and test me I go from 1 to 100 in seconds.