Pisceanfool
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Hello everyone.
This is my first thread and i want to get some opinions about my chart, this is kinda long but i would aprreciate any info even if you dont read all of it. I have been really interested in astrology as of late because of the my strong desire to establish a sense of self (1st house emphasis I think, also south node in 8th house). At first it really helped my confidence but it was to a fault, I can become very egotistical and smug. This is in conflict with the pisces sun and aquarian asc so i feel like a jerk afterwards. I find alot of conflicting traits in both numerology and astrology and can relate to both depending on my mind-set. I also dont understand how to interpret my moon and venus on those cusps. I feel completely unbalenced... in almost every aspect of my life. I find myself wanting alot out of life and being very ambitious yet get held back by my inhibitions and self doubts. Interpretation say i should be a great leader and take the lead, then it says i work better on the sidelines. I want to stop self-indulgent activities and the strong pluto influence should give me strong willpower, however i am usually unable to resist. I have struggeled with depression for years and became what is referred to as an "Emo" kid (coming from a relativly good background and having seemly no reason to be so angry and depressed). I have always liked girls my entire life then find myself getting a crush on guy freinds I have had, but I am still very aroused by females. My own sexual orientation may have little to do with astrology but maybe someone else can relate. Then my personality has changed over the years which is natural, but since i came to college in a few months it has changed very rapidly. I used to be alot more shy, exsessivly self-concious, and self sacrificing. Then i became alot more outgoing, assertive, funny, but egotistical and defensive at times. Now after i went back home for christmas break i studied astrology alot (perhaps too much) and thought deeply about life and myself. After this i didn't know if i could act the same around my freinds since i changed again, in a way. I now find myself more shy and self-concious again and i cant seem to just find and accept myself. I know pisces are naturally imbalanced but i know other pisces who alot nicer and compassionate all the time.
Well anyway, here is my chart i hope someone can help me out because i am so confused. Please dont give me regurgitated interpretations because i have read several books and visited many astrology sites and i am not interested in individual aspects or planet placements. I would appreciate it if you would look at my chart as a whole for interpretations.
Thank you,
Imbalanced Piscean
so i guess the chart expired but my birthday is 3/1/87 in Denver, CO at 5:26 AM
am i just not making any sense or what? no one is replying. If my question is not clear i am just wondering if anyhting really stands out to cause problems in my chart. The moon/jupiter affliction was my original thought but it doesn't really explain everything as far as i have studied. please any input is good if i just plain need therapy then i guess i will get some.
This is my first thread and i want to get some opinions about my chart, this is kinda long but i would aprreciate any info even if you dont read all of it. I have been really interested in astrology as of late because of the my strong desire to establish a sense of self (1st house emphasis I think, also south node in 8th house). At first it really helped my confidence but it was to a fault, I can become very egotistical and smug. This is in conflict with the pisces sun and aquarian asc so i feel like a jerk afterwards. I find alot of conflicting traits in both numerology and astrology and can relate to both depending on my mind-set. I also dont understand how to interpret my moon and venus on those cusps. I feel completely unbalenced... in almost every aspect of my life. I find myself wanting alot out of life and being very ambitious yet get held back by my inhibitions and self doubts. Interpretation say i should be a great leader and take the lead, then it says i work better on the sidelines. I want to stop self-indulgent activities and the strong pluto influence should give me strong willpower, however i am usually unable to resist. I have struggeled with depression for years and became what is referred to as an "Emo" kid (coming from a relativly good background and having seemly no reason to be so angry and depressed). I have always liked girls my entire life then find myself getting a crush on guy freinds I have had, but I am still very aroused by females. My own sexual orientation may have little to do with astrology but maybe someone else can relate. Then my personality has changed over the years which is natural, but since i came to college in a few months it has changed very rapidly. I used to be alot more shy, exsessivly self-concious, and self sacrificing. Then i became alot more outgoing, assertive, funny, but egotistical and defensive at times. Now after i went back home for christmas break i studied astrology alot (perhaps too much) and thought deeply about life and myself. After this i didn't know if i could act the same around my freinds since i changed again, in a way. I now find myself more shy and self-concious again and i cant seem to just find and accept myself. I know pisces are naturally imbalanced but i know other pisces who alot nicer and compassionate all the time.
Well anyway, here is my chart i hope someone can help me out because i am so confused. Please dont give me regurgitated interpretations because i have read several books and visited many astrology sites and i am not interested in individual aspects or planet placements. I would appreciate it if you would look at my chart as a whole for interpretations.
Thank you,
Imbalanced Piscean
so i guess the chart expired but my birthday is 3/1/87 in Denver, CO at 5:26 AM
am i just not making any sense or what? no one is replying. If my question is not clear i am just wondering if anyhting really stands out to cause problems in my chart. The moon/jupiter affliction was my original thought but it doesn't really explain everything as far as i have studied. please any input is good if i just plain need therapy then i guess i will get some.
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