I think the key may be just practicing what you learn in seminar with actual people. It may not always go as you would like, you may feel awkward or make mistakes. But making mistakes is how we know we are alive, because no one alive lives without making mistakes. Some say the more mistakes we make, the better. That is how what we learn becomes real.
In this horary, you as Moon in Leo, are learning to shine. I know it doesn't come easy. But that is what you are doing. You as Mars apply to sextile the Sun. This to me, points to opportunities, although with Sun in the sign of Mars' detriment, there is something like a bit of pushback as you pursue your opportunities. Go ahead and practice pursuing them anyway. It is through the practice, over and over and over, that we are able to learn things and to make things manifest. At least that is my experience.
And I am always wishing you the best, sorrowful.
