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Lykanized
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I am in love š«
This year Iāve finally been able to be honest with myself about it as I have trouble with being honest about emotions that leave me feeling vulnerable. But I think itās beautiful to just surrender and be honest about things like this no matter where they go. Granted, within the past months Iāve found thereās actually a chance of this going somewhere, a good chance even. I think about her everyday and I want this very much. I want to give her what she deserves. I have some things to work on before I can absolutely do that, but itās not far away from me
Iām definitely in love. Iāve never been in love like this where it doesnāt feel like a psychological or emotional need, but a genuine want, reciprocation, desire to share something together and encourage her just because I love her. Another thing is that āloveā has typically been selfish for me in some way, that or unhealthy in other ways like Iām giving far too much of myself that the other person demands. I feel like what she and I have is something that isnāt selfish and isnāt overly selfless either. Itās a faultlessly flowing energy
Thatās so so amazing!! Well itās gona be great! Just go for it. Life is too short for waiting. I wish I would meet the one šš
Lykanized
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I feel like meeting āthe oneā always takes people by surprise, perhaps the most beautiful things do. You never know, you might meet them today šš In any case, I agree. Youāre right! No sense waiting. I can be far too trepidatious but thereās no way Iām gonna keep letting potentially beautiful relationships go out of stupid nonsensical fears lol
Iām gonna go for it ā„ļø
Exactly and you can grow together š.... oooooh this is so exciting!! Keep us updated!! š
Itās gona work out but Iām if it doesnāt at least u learn from it!
Go for it!!! š
I doubt it. I had a thread horary question about will I find love and Iāve been told my an amazing source that itās in my path!! Not yet I donāt think with merc ret etc. I need to get out there to meet someone anyway. Not sit at home playing it safe š
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Lykanized
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Itās so tough because I have no idea if youāre like me or not, but I generally canāt stand dating, at least the conventional dating thing. One, so many people play games, but two, it doesnāt foster the kinda connections I look for. Deeper ones that occur more as an accident, perhaps starting as a friendship. Itās so tough, but all you can do is led your heart open and follow your path forward and in that path, you eventually do meet someone with whom you can share something immense and beautiful, baffling and transformative, intimate and otherworldly, eventually someone you never couldāve dreamed up will come along
Thatās beautiful thank you š..... I donāt like the dating thing much as yes your spot on with game playing. Men play games with me. And I donāt like the fakery. I want it to be natural. Exactly the way you put it š
Bless you šššš
Ukpoohbear
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Next week Iām working 40 hours which is better 
(one of the girls is on holiday)
(one of the girls is on holiday)Demons like inhabiting cemeteries because the lives of people that were cut off. It is why they tremble when they hear the name of our Lord, since he overcame death, was resurrected by God and has been given authority to give eternal life to the righteous when he returns to judge the living and the dead. He has provided us an example of perfect obedience in the Gospels, which is the recipe for the true Great Work.
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Cold Fusion
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Mars conjunct Dubhe is extremely wanton.
conspiracy theorist
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Here is a useful link for those so inclined.
Collected Works of Jung Vol. 10: Civilization in Transition
Collected Works of Jung Vol. 10: Civilization in Transition
Lykanized
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Thanks love! I very much admire your collection of digital works. I know you shared some in my old thread, but would to be able to share your entire collection somehow? I'm highly interested and piqued
Gemini888
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When are you going?
conspiracy theorist
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Thanks love! I very much admire your collection of digital works. I know you shared some in my old thread, but would to be able to share your entire collection somehow? I'm highly interested and piqued
If only I had access to my entire collection. What I haven't lost due to destroyed mobile devices, I've lost because I cease to remember them. I do have some stuff I can pass on to you though but the time period wouldn't be to your liking. Scribd offers access to their myriad resources in exchange for a small monthly fee. A lot of stuff on there would be to your liking, since they have more contemporary works.
The reason why I found that link was because I was thinking back on Inglorious Bastards and a Nazi based novel I read a few months back which then reminded me that Jung wrote on Hitler and the National Socialist Movement being a manifestation of Wotan's grip on the collective Germanic soul. I remember reading it on a random text only website, but leads from other places allowed me to find the name of the collection of essays which lead to this even greater collection of essays about his views on civilization. I also post links here because it's another way of storing what I find.
conspiracy theorist
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If you still desire, I can give you access to some classical material. Speaking of sharing information, do you have access to that voluminous indigo information that you made allusions to a while back? I'd love to sink my teeth into that if you have it.
Here is a link on the hermetic kabbalah just because.
The Ladder of Lights
Here is a link on the hermetic kabbalah just because.
The Ladder of Lights