Hello all, I'm Elle. Next month will be my first Saturn return experience and I think I'm already experiencing it right now. Having 6 planets in my 12 house including Saturn square Moon, makes me want to prepare for it and knowing what to expect would be great as I could manage a positive manner towards it.
The most recent test was I was about to travel abroad (Berlin) for work (I'm an artist working in performance, writing, sound, and dance), but apparently my visa got rejected, and this situation really hit me in a profound way. I do realize it has something to do with 'rules, law, authority' - a very Saturn way - and I need to learn something out of this. But what made me truly devastated was I was about to meet up with my long distance friend/lover who lives in London (I live in Jakarta) in Berlin, and I felt his disappointment and pain until today and I just cant get rid of it. All of this happen just around the Lunar Eclipse and I do really feel it has something to do with it.
I'm still a baby in this astrology world, and not yet fluent in reading my own chart (or maybe not confident enough if I've been reading it right or not).
I do see myself as a very private person. In my early age I was very outgoing, and I seem to 'know' everything from early on, so now I'm rather bored with my 'old' surroundings and choose to study things that interest me instead or start to venture to new communities and friends. I feel friends always come to me when they have problems, but classic 12th house energy, I get so overwhelmed afterwards and deliberately retreat from the world to my inner world and indulge in meditation and other holistic self healing (or just doing anything because I want to be alone)
Aside from doing art, I just started teaching in a university for undergrad level, hopefully this will bring me a new sense of meaning towards my life.
I've done an extensive research on the 12th house, but I haven't found any study with 6 planets in their 12th house. So the articles out there does not really hit the spot
ANY thoughts on my chart would be highly appreciated, lots of light and love for everyone x
The most recent test was I was about to travel abroad (Berlin) for work (I'm an artist working in performance, writing, sound, and dance), but apparently my visa got rejected, and this situation really hit me in a profound way. I do realize it has something to do with 'rules, law, authority' - a very Saturn way - and I need to learn something out of this. But what made me truly devastated was I was about to meet up with my long distance friend/lover who lives in London (I live in Jakarta) in Berlin, and I felt his disappointment and pain until today and I just cant get rid of it. All of this happen just around the Lunar Eclipse and I do really feel it has something to do with it.
I'm still a baby in this astrology world, and not yet fluent in reading my own chart (or maybe not confident enough if I've been reading it right or not).
I do see myself as a very private person. In my early age I was very outgoing, and I seem to 'know' everything from early on, so now I'm rather bored with my 'old' surroundings and choose to study things that interest me instead or start to venture to new communities and friends. I feel friends always come to me when they have problems, but classic 12th house energy, I get so overwhelmed afterwards and deliberately retreat from the world to my inner world and indulge in meditation and other holistic self healing (or just doing anything because I want to be alone)
Aside from doing art, I just started teaching in a university for undergrad level, hopefully this will bring me a new sense of meaning towards my life.
I've done an extensive research on the 12th house, but I haven't found any study with 6 planets in their 12th house. So the articles out there does not really hit the spot
ANY thoughts on my chart would be highly appreciated, lots of light and love for everyone x
Thank you so much.
