Oh so i was right then
it was just something that randomly came to me.
Sorry, Hkk im not taking over your thread (even though you can get something from this next question too) but i wanted to ask you next David. As im trying to decipher my nodes, i have my natal Jupiter trine my SN and obviously sextile my NN....so would you then say this meant that because my Jupiter trines my SN that i find my SN too easy and comfortable, hence wanting to stay there too long? My asc ruler is jupiter and unaspected, apart from the nodes, so i was thinking maybe i find it too easy to disappear (unaspected) and need to be seen?