jkxx74
Premium Member
Hi HarmonE, hear you there - I have known people with a 5th house Saturn and they have described it in a similar way. Almost like a lead suit that you wear all the time and can never take off.I have Saturn in the fifth house as well, though its in Gemini. I have always struggled with feeling like I could fully express myself, and play for me has often been lacking in spontaneity. I do love fun, and definitely enjoy it in my own unique way however it invariably needs to be the 'right time'. Uggggh, saturn...why you have to be such a spoil sport!?!
Additionally, I am in my mid forties and have never had children and never will.
So, why is it that Saturn is that much worse if it is retrograde? I think that planet tends to just hang around it really doesn't seem to matter which direction its going!! I once thought Id see if it would retrograde itself right out of my fifth house (through progressions) but it almost does when Im around 80 years old before it decides to go direct again.
I don't have actual planets in my 5th (it's in Gemini) but have Chiron retrograde conjunct its cusp - would say this is very similar to having Saturn there with the way it plays out and it really takes the fun out of any 5th house activity at least initially. The saving grace here would be its trine to the Sun so there are some constructive ways to put the energy to use.