hi spanking machine(interesting name)
first off you re not going to agree with what I post.
secondly, clinically 95% of eating disorders, bulima, anorexia nervosa are correlated with extreme emotional/physical and/or sexual abuse. so you disorder will show up as aspects indicating abuse.
these aspect are obvious. your venus is conjunct to nessus,which is a prime symbol of sexual abuse. your pluto/nessus midpoint is conjunct your descendant showing these experiences directly relate to your personality structure
the Saturn/chiron midpoint is square to your sun, another aspect.
your sun/Neptune conjunction correlates to your self destructive characteristic and the midpoint of sun/Neptune is conjunct to nessus and venus showing that your abuse is a cause of your self destructive impulses.
the real problem here is that abuse seems to be familial, that is it runs through your family heritage and hence it is the ignored and inherent in the nature of emotional relationships in your family.
this is indicated by juno being square to nessus and venus and by the Saturn/pluto midpoint being conjunct to Jupiter.
so you have no one to turn to with in your family because they are all unconscious denial of these emotional dynamics.
you need to seek counseling from a abuse survivor therapist and not from a psychiatrist as psychiatrist will only point to you as the cause of your problems whose cause is actually the abusive conditions of your child hood.
your moon is trine to mercury with mercury on the vertex so you are very intelligent. bur Uranus is square to mercury so though this can give you a intellectual genius potential, it also gives a very bad temper and behavior that can be called crazy. but you bouts of mental vacillation are because of the repressed truth about the emotional duress you have suffered as a child .
the Uranus/mercury square also gives strong astral connections so you have always had prophetic dreams and likely seen psychic visions. with the vertex conjunct to mercury you mind is subject to a powerful karmic stream of consciousness which most often is totally confusing, especially if you have tried to tell people what you see and sense. so any mental instability you have is not because of deficiencies in your mind , but because you were born with aspects that subject you to levels of karma most will never experience.
the main thing now is to get counseling from a therapist you will be able to see the root causes of you mental difficulties.
psychologically you need to think about the possibility that those you "love" you could provide a environment that led to destructive forces to your mental health.
you are in a difficult position and I only bring these ideas out because you are a very intelligent person and may be able to see sense in what I am offering;.
rahu