DeLaDinero
Active member
As you take a look at , y chary you see yhat I have an imbalance and somw difficulties in lofe regarding motivation and all I do is think and plan with NO ACTION every beinging taken.
I always have this weird deaire to keep things hidden, feelings that ill get exposed about were I work or who I truely am I guess.
I never talk about mw becuase theirs not much to me ao I sit back and observe the things that happen and why.
id love to flip the script now, I want to participate in life and become if so an alpha male that people look up to
I know I have a studious stellium in the 9th house but have no idea what it means, have saturn in the house of friends in the 11th house, and I always feel confused and never know what I should do in life and honestly I feel ljke its my stellium working telling me to learn from doing and not from studying is this correct ? And if so where the heck do I find motivation tomdo so ? I HAVE NO MOTIVATION. I dont kmow of its a fear, past drama homestly I have no idea but im ready to move on to the next chapter in my life.
I got inspired by a friend of mine at work hows exactly my age living the life I want so I see its possible, Now I want it. Sounds good on the site but as I write this im in my bed, laying doqn and just wokw up from a long nap... sigh
I always have this weird deaire to keep things hidden, feelings that ill get exposed about were I work or who I truely am I guess.
I never talk about mw becuase theirs not much to me ao I sit back and observe the things that happen and why.
id love to flip the script now, I want to participate in life and become if so an alpha male that people look up to
I know I have a studious stellium in the 9th house but have no idea what it means, have saturn in the house of friends in the 11th house, and I always feel confused and never know what I should do in life and honestly I feel ljke its my stellium working telling me to learn from doing and not from studying is this correct ? And if so where the heck do I find motivation tomdo so ? I HAVE NO MOTIVATION. I dont kmow of its a fear, past drama homestly I have no idea but im ready to move on to the next chapter in my life.
I got inspired by a friend of mine at work hows exactly my age living the life I want so I see its possible, Now I want it. Sounds good on the site but as I write this im in my bed, laying doqn and just wokw up from a long nap... sigh