Hello Harmelia! first of all I want to thank you for interest and your valuable knowledge. This crisis started a year ago. It is basically that I can't find enough clients to pay all of my bills, leave my home & become completely independent. My situation at home is critical, I've been living in the living room for a year with no bedroom just a bed in the middle of the living room and the situation with my family is not good I have a lot of pressure and there is always something blocking me.
I remember now it's not only that I am experiencing saturn transit my 10ht house but in my solar revolution I have capricorn ascendant with saturn in the 1st. So its like everything costs triple effort and there are always delays, limitations and obstacles with career & money related issues. I was battling with a terrible skin condition the whole year so 1/3 of my profit was spent on medicine. This saturn in capricorn has really got me by the balls.
Maybe what I am asking is some suggestions or tips for improving my career, finance situation.
Any help is greatly appreciated,
Many blessings,
Thank you.
At this point, if it were me, I'd probably take any job I can get just to get back on my feet. Then after I have some money coming in, I'd turn my attention back to doing what I really wanted. That is just practical. But let's further explore your chart.
It's wonderful you have Venus in Taurus, 2nd house of Money. That is encouraging. But you also have a Mystic Rectangle between Chiron/SN (Wound) - Venus in Taurus, 2nd (Money) - Uranus in Capricorn, 10th (You must do it your way) - Pluto in Scorpio, 8th (Deep, inner work). Within that, you have two oppositions that can cause stuck places. You've got the South Node/Chrion opposing Neptune, Uranus, North node and then Venus opposing Pluto.
Your Sag Moon in the 9th could also be idealistic and have too many interests. You can get put off track fairly easily because you love learning new things. Sag and Aries aren't exactly practical. They are famous for hopping from one interest to another instead of finishing one thing. Aries Sun can be pretty impulsive in the first house - just do it and worry about the details later. So you have a lot of FIRE with Aries Sun, Mercury ASC and Sag Moon. Jupiter is also in Leo in 5th - all in yang or outward, masculine houses.
With Saturn in Aquarius, could be that you have a difficult time doing anything traditional or what other people want or need. The ruler of your chart is Mars and it is conjunct your IC - in a very private place. You have very outward-yang planets - Sun, Moon, Jupiter - but then the chart ruler, Mars, Venus and Pluto in very inward places. It's either that, or your Saturn in Aquarius is about following the crowd or group - doing what you think the group wants. It's 11th house. How does your Saturn in Aquarius, 11th house function? Are you too out there and eccentric? That's my guess with Aries Sun and Sag Moon.
Most of your personal planets are all on the left side, lower quadrant - the ME side. It could be you need to work at tuning into what other people need in order to be an even better astrologer. Maybe you aren't giving them exactly what they want or need. My feeling is that your difficulties are in part due to how you relate to people. That's just my intuition working. I could be wrong.
I'm just thinking out loud here. The Moon disposits your SN and Chiron and Mars. Saturn disposits your NN, Uranus, Neptune. I think it's possible that the nodal axis and planets involved have something to do with this. TR Saturn actually entered your 10th house in Jan of 2018. From then to now Neptune and Chiron have been in the 12th, Pisces and at some point or other sextiling your natal Neptune in Capricorn (feet) - and both of them are in that natal nodal opposition. Pisces/Neptune rule feet. Capricorn/Saturn rule the knees. And Saturn rules the skin. But Pluto in Capricorn conjuncting these planets could also be contributing to these Saturn-Capricorn difficulties. I think Capricorn is asking you to slow way down and be more inward focused right now. Slow down, work at things slowly and diligently. Skin problems are definitely related to irritation and inflammation - too much FIRE - too much yang. Your Capricorn planets do not like all that fire.
Pluto has also been transiting your 10th house. In August 2018, it stationed opposite your natal Chiron. TR Pluto also was in exact opposition to your Venus 2-3 times and then stationed trine Venus Oct 2019 again. It has been conjunct your NN.
SP Moon has been in Sag, 9th too, probably inspiring you to travel and expand. Yes, I somehow think that you need to look at the Mystic Rectangle and the oppositions within it to unravel this puzzle. Do you have a sense of your nodal wound and what the Mystic Rectangle is about?
Before your Saturn Return, SP Moon moves into Capricorn and the 10th. Maybe that will bring some clarity around Capricorn side of things. I think that part of this has to do with some beliefs you learned in your family system. You may be very independent, but I think you have adopted some beliefs about who you are that aren't working for you. You could be way over-confident with Jupiter in Leo and Sun in Aries. The Capricorn side would ask you to slow down and be measured - do things, but more slowly.
Sometime in March 2020, Chiron crosses your ASC.
Since Venus also rules Libra, your DES sign - I wonder if you need partners in your business ventures. With all that fire, you probably need someone who is practical and stabilizing. Ultimately, you are pretty inward with that Mars Chart Ruler. The end up in a circle - the dispositors - Moon is ruled by Jupier, Jupiter is ruled by the Sun, The Sun is ruled by Mars, and then Mars is ruled by Moon - and they go in that circle. The other planets - Soutn Node and Chiron get ruled by Moon and then that cirlce. The North Node, Neptune and Uranus are ruled by Saturn. Saturn and Uranus are in mutual reception.
You have your whole life to work on your mystical-spiritual side. Right now, seems like you need to be practical and less idealistic. Just a thought. I don't know what is available to you for work in Peru. But, until your Saturn Return - I'd go get any job you can do - just do the work and learn something from it. Maybe work on astrology on the side for a while. Maybe do some humanitarian work with Saturn in Aquarius, 11th. Just throwing out ideas. Maybe do something that involves technology for a while. You could work on being a good listener and slowing down while you work a job you aren't passionate about. Just cool down and do something steady for a while. You could meet some interesting people.
I'm sure other people will come at your difficulty from other angles. It's difficult to see just one thing causing your difficulties. Usually we have to change something within ourselves when something is going very wrong. Fire and Earth are difficult elements to make nice together.
Keep me posted on how things are going! P.S. I also have an Aries Sun and Sag Moon - in different houses - but we have that in common. I have Virgo Rising and Mercury in Aries as well.