Yanel
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Hello! I'd like to ask a question concerning my writing process. Yes, I consider myself a writer, although my first book is yet to be published(hopefully, it will be a couple of years from now). And since writing became a serious activity for me, not just role-playing in forums like I used to do long ago, I've noticed something about my style and process that more often than not frustrates me. The point is, I have no problem playing with ideas(that I call 'visions')in my head, picturing them, dancing them around any other idea I have ever came up with, getting deeper in their essence, enjoying them as they come or reseacrhing the way they should be and so on and so on(really should stop here xD). I'm feeling my best when that happens but then comes the 'problem'. When I put my hands on the keybord, the state of delight and enthusiasm flies away. I start struggling with my thoughts, with the words and not that I'm not appreciating the good side of perfectionism, but I can't quite explain why it's so difficult for me to put up with the practical side of things. I'm not one of those writers that experience moments of some almost otherwordly trance and start writing without thinking. At least, I'm not like that when it comes down to actually writing down what should be written down. I never edit, everything has to be perfect from the first time or there is no point in its expression, at all.
I really would like to know how astrology can explain this set of my qualities. Maybe an earthy influence that is needed but at the same time difficult to deal with? I can't be sure, I'm very new to astrology and I can't do a good chart interpretation. I'll be very thankful if someone who understands better than me can say a thing or two.
I have two charts, the second is with a bunch of asteroids that I recently learned existed and I'm not sure if they can be of any help(maybe they aren't but they seem cool there, they make my chart look more complicated and beautiful )
P.S. Sorry if I made mistakes, English is not my native language and I struggle with it even more than with my own lol.
I really would like to know how astrology can explain this set of my qualities. Maybe an earthy influence that is needed but at the same time difficult to deal with? I can't be sure, I'm very new to astrology and I can't do a good chart interpretation. I'll be very thankful if someone who understands better than me can say a thing or two.
I have two charts, the second is with a bunch of asteroids that I recently learned existed and I'm not sure if they can be of any help(maybe they aren't but they seem cool there, they make my chart look more complicated and beautiful )
P.S. Sorry if I made mistakes, English is not my native language and I struggle with it even more than with my own lol.
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