The Mars/Pluto is a big one, since it is also involves the Moon, and Venus as a t-square; that really needs to be seen as a 'unit' since Mars also rules the ASC. The implications of that will affect the way you express yourself in the outer world; your personality, and in return will reflect the type of reactions you get from others through the 7th H [including marriage] . Complications of the Moon/Pluto/Venus represent potential troubles with the mother in the past, which can ultimately affect your personal relationships and marriage, so there is an urgency to resolve the inner conflicts you carry over from the past. Another clue on that is the interplay between the Sun and Moon [representing the parents] and their impact on your life. In the end it is about how you feel about yourself and what you can do about such feelings.
Sun rules the 4th H, showing the connection with family and the past; there was some kind of disconnect between between your parents and you were impacted by their different parenting styles. Their relationship was a combination of water and air which seldom harmonize with each other, without someone making a lot of sacrifices and adjustments to suit the other.
Consider how your own yin-yang energies have been affected by their 'combination'.
The conjunction of Moon/Pluto tends to manifest as either abuse, or domination; control issues are often significant often due to feelings of vulnerability and inferiority; the self esteem then suffers, as denoted by Moon/Venus. For relationships there is also the polarity between the energies of Aries-Libra to get sorted out. The affliction of Mars and Venus represents disharmony in relationships as well...
Before treating the inner works of your chart it helps to get an overall view of the chart as a whole; as per the elemental balancing, planets in the houses, and noting the combinations of energy that represent specific configurations; those that are most obvious and disruptive in the chart...how long have you been studying astrology?
Hi Kimbermoon,first of all thank you for being so kind to replay.
I am studying astrology from 2 years, but only reading things,such as aspects, planets in houses , nothing professional, i'm tryng to deepen my knowledge.I dont't know haw aspects involving more then 2 planets should be interpreted by me so that's why i need some help from more experienced people. I hope i find some answers in astrology and ways to improve my life, i want to know my astro "friends"(good aspects) and my "anemies"(bad aspects), so i find a way of handeling and keeping into control the bad and focus more on the good parts and develop them. I just got to the point of giving attention to issues like T-square, i don't understand it much.
I don't understand what you mean by ruler of my 4th house being the sun, i see sun is in my 12 h.
You guess about my parents, i haven't got a happy childhood, and they are still bothering me, they are unwilling to help me , They have strange and difficult characters, hard to deal with, to resume, they had always been fighting and makeing my life a hell as they wore maried, and after that they continued doing the same, i can't change them, i only need to stay far away from them, keep a long distance relationship.
Me and my husband love eachother, we had some issues but we went over them,we are now 11 years since we are together
About self esteem you are also kind of right, in the sense that I know my skills but it's hard to make others notice them, I do not really know praise.
I did work hard for everything i have and everything i become, maybe twice as much others did, but it seems i'm not beeing apreciated enough.
Lately I have heard only negative aspects about my birthchart, feels like i'm destined to be unlucky, do you see anything good in there? Do i have any potential to succeed in life, ability to attract assets and happyness? I was told venus in makeing some good aspects...what do you think?
P.S.English is not my native language so sorry for gram mistakes.