"gemini asc, analytical, aptitude for finance-music-journalism,
confused decision making"
This is correct, I'm very analytical in my thinking and processing of the world. I love writing with all my heart, which includes documenting, sharing my thoughts and ideas about art and yes music, as well as culture, philosophy, worldly issues, etc. So yes, very much like journaling. I love doing that. I love writing fiction and poetry especially. I also suffer from indecision on every aspect of my life, and am still suffering today... I don't think this part of me will ever change and truth be told, I'm so sick of it.
"asc lord mer over 8th mystic acq for research, scientific thinking,
reform, investigative journalism; prone to skin-nerve diseases"
I love doing research, again this is correct. I always like studying, learning, expanding my knowledge and mental growth--growth as a keyword is very important to me, in every aspect of life. I love digging in and discovering the depths, origins and everything about a subject I've so happened to be obsessed and passionate about. I constantly need mental stimulation or I get depressed. And the conversations and topics I need to think about have to be innovating and reforming, or has the potential to be. I don't know about diseases, but I neglect my own health a lot and based on genetics I have the potential to inherit diseases.
"moon cancer first house, sensitive, intuitive, good looking"
DEFINITELY, yes. I'm highly sensitive, and I'm slowly accepting that about myself. I used to think sensitivity was a bad thing, that being referred to as "sensitive" was an insult, because everybody I cross paths with in the world start to learn to be careful around me and I just hate that I get people feeling cautious when I'm around.
The good side about this is that I have an extremely sharp 6th sense, or intuition. That's correct. I knew my moon in cancer had some reason behind my ability. I'm highly attuned to the people around me, I can almost be telepathic with what they're feeling and thinking.
As for the "good looking" part, awwww thank you! I like to think so myself too haha!
moon-venus opp artistic aptitudes, not conducive in relationship;
venus cap inexpressive;
after 4-5m bit later sat moves to venus-own cap 7th for relationship;
and artistic pursuits. event management; moon-sat opp under stress though.
Yes, I'm highly artistic. I've been an artist ever since I learned how to hold a crayon; have been singing before I could talk and have enjoyed dancing and acting for as long as I can remember. In fact I'm an art student in college right now.
As for relationships, I don't know if I would agree or disagree. I've had my tough share of relationships (none were/are romantic) falling away or fading, but I still have a good amount of relationships that are doing quite well.
I wouldn't say I'm inexpressive though, if anything I'm cursed with wearing my heart on my sleeve. I say 'cursed' because I have a huge guard up or a need to shield myself from others, and being unable to hide how I feel leaves me vulnerable. It's good for my joy for acting, but other than that it hinders me... in my personal opinion.
Maybe my Venus in Capricorn is referring to my inability--or more like unwillingness to render myself vulnerable in the face of love and romance... I have this fear of falling in love and trusting men. So, maybe that's it...?
sag 7th inimical for gemini asc, stress-delay in relationship,
lord jup negating to 6th, negating relationship, not as keen;
I don't know what you mean by "stress-delay in relationship"...? If you're trying to say that I'll have delays in getting into a relationship, that's not entirely untrue... I'm a senior in college and have never been in a relationship. Again, that fear coming up. I want to get into a deep committed relationship, but I haven't found anyone I could trust.
Is there a way for me to end this...? For me to actually find the love I want and deserve...?
jup sag 6th overcoming opponents through wisdom, reconciliation;
aptitude for justice; optimistic, impulsive;
Very true. I'm all about higher knowledge and wisdom, the pursuit to wisdom and using that knowledge for the betterment of humanity, justice, etc. To change things about the world for the better... to make a difference, so to speak.
sat transit jup-sag 6th good for employment matters;
Really? I could use some good employment right now, haha!
scorpio 6th, aptitude for secretive, forensic, investigative work;
sat now 4-5m retro towards scorpio-rahu, toxic urology-stomach etc.
Interesting... I've never thought about getting involved in that field of work... They're cool, fascinating and entertaining to me, but I don't know if I'll pursue it...
mars 3rd leo courageous, action oriented, high self-pride, accident prone;
sun-mars opp prone to high tempers/anger,
mars highest deg leo the core personality factor;
jup trine aspect over mars leo protective;
Um... hmm, I'm trying to understand what you're trying to say, ahaha
I'll take it one step at a time LOL
- Courageous...? I used to be. or at least, I used to think of myself as one. I don't know about now. I've been in a dark place for years now and I just can't view myself in noble lights like that anymore...
- action oriented: I guess that's true..?
- high self-pride: mostly true. But, I'm still in a dark place so there's that percentage that doesn't think so.
- accident prone: I'm very clumsy if that's what you mean.
-prone to high temper: I can get very temperamental, true. But I control it for most of the time. I just remain silent, but on the inside I'm fuming.
I don't understand the rest.
rahu now moves to mars-leo 3rd, risk prone, rash behaviours;
I can be pretty impulsive and reckless, true. But, I've matured and learned over the years to control that aspect of me better.
sun mystic acq 9th, aptitude for management and reforms;
sun 2nd highest deg factor for vocation
Huh, didn't really think I was suitable for management. It's too routine and I don't know... I just don't think it's for me.
sun-mer acq statistical research; quantitative techniques;
management of scientific-statistical research-forensic institutes;
sun aspecting own leo 3rd protective of initiaitve, but not good for siblings;
I don't know if I agree with any of that. The art world is my only world. I can be good in anything I let myself delve into, but I won't be happy or satisfied with it unless it's artistic and reforming. But, that last one was right. I don't have a good relationship with my siblings.
rahu debilated scorpio 5th, suspicious, sentimental, research-occult aptitudes,
tendency to get stuck in darkness difficult to come out;
yes, yes, yes and YES.
(by the way, what do you mean by "research-occult aptitudes"?)
mars aspect on scorpio, rahu debilation cancelled, gradual improvement,
protection of health-employment matters, not good for opponents;
I don't understand.
wear medium size brown hesonite
over pendant touching heart for debilated rahu,to overcome negatives,
avoid moving towards more darkness;
(on that last one) .... I'm trying.
jup sooner now moves to debilated scorpio-rahu promoting research-occult aptitudes;
not to indulge much;
jup scorpio trine moon cancer promoting family-finances;
could you explain this further, please...?
sat lord 9th over 10th pisces, sensitive, autocratic;
luck with career in public admin, mass leadership;
I know I'm sensitive, but hmm... I'll consider being a public admin or leader then. What jobs are there as a public admin, though?
ketu separative node transit sat pisces past 1.5yr detachment from career/change-injury;
ketu next moves to sun acq 9th, detachment from father, distant lands;
pain-injury-surgery heart-stomach-thighs-legs-sciatica;
I don't know about everything else, but I have never had a good relationship with my father. And, we never will. I love traveling though and I know my life will always be a series of travel to foreign lands, especially living in them for some years at a time.
natal ketu taurus 11th, love of food and comforts,
detachment from income-gains-friendships,
pain-injury-surgery arms-shoulders-throat etc
I love food and comforts, who doesn't? LOL
I don't understand the "detachment from income-gains-friendships" part. or the injury parts.
Thanks for reading my chart, hope this feedback satisfies you. I didn't understand some of what you were saying but thank you so much for your generosity. I apologize for the delay.