Hi,
Astrodawn, as a woman, the Moon takes precedence next only to the 7th house Lord.
The Moon is also in the first, so all issues related to the Moon (from womanhood, to mother, to emotional security, to home) get into the driver's seat of your life car, if you so will. Unless the self (1st house being the case) resolves these, Saturn may deny the joy of stable relationships, especially as that Moon gets a beating from that Saturn in the 7th, and also contacts the Sun (another significator of men), which is also ruled by Saturn. However your mum made you feel, all that belongs to the past. Absurd as this may sound coming from a total stranger, may be you both should start out anew with eachother. May be you should take a walk down to her place, have a nice, decent talk with her, and see how
life begins to happen. You may be positively surprised even. You might be abusing me in your head by now, and to others I might not make any sense, but this is how I read your chart, esp as Saturn sits in the signs opp to that of the Moon. To me, Saturn truly is a karma planet, and, unless the issues it points towards in a native's chart are resolved by the native, Saturn can be very hard-task. Believe it or not. There is some pattern in your house of relationships that gets repeated.
Saturn in the 7th is more often than not about delays in the matters of that house. If MayGemini's dad married early despite a Saturn there, it is because he had planets like the Sun and Venus in the same house to fight it out for him.
Saturn in the 7th is also about responsibility. In Astrodawn's case, you get men dealt out to you that bring along a certain aspect of responsibility with them. Often these men get taken away due to that Saturn being in Pisces and in your 7th house, which makes Pisces also part of your 7th house. Pisces is about fostering and sacrifice. I am sure these words ring a bell. Not sure, if you have actually had a real long-term (at least a few years) live-in relationship with a man. I should think not really, but I may be wrong. In your chart, Saturn commands the relationship area. You have Saturn as the dispositor of your Sun, so, if not through your dad, Saturn will bring along responsibility through other men.
AQ7