What is causing this problem that has been going on for years?

Scherzy

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I've been exposed to mobbing ever since I started school.
In the nursery, my mother never bought the girly clothes I wanted, and she always had my hair cut short.
I only started to grow my hair in middle school.
In adolescence, I was exposed to a lot of mobbing by my peers.
You're overweight, ugly, etc.
And I lived it until the last grade of middle school, on course, at school, everywhere.
I liked a kid in high school, and when he heard that, he made fun of my appearance.
I even had a teacher who told me I was overweight.
I'm 21 years old, and I can't trace them.
I've always been attracted to men who make fun of the outward appearance that hits my face.
So much so that even in my 3-year relationship,
'I loved your character, not impressed by its beauty'
I never feel like a precious female.
I didn't get over what I did.
And I wonder why I'm going through this.Venus is in the 12th house? Is that gonna go on my whole life? I wish I could forget all this if I had a chance.
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