It would be too late I'm afraid, DiDi. Our history is such that this is the 3rd vacation he has scheduled with me and subsequently cancelled for some reason or another. This time, I really felt we had turned the corner and things were different. Nope. He is still playing games. I can't express the devastation I am feeling right now, but we've all been there so nothing new. But no, our relationship won't recover.
This morning I wrote an email to him that was pretty nasty, and then remembered my Temperance card warning. I saved the message and asked the question "should I send this message?"
The clear answer is no. My ASC is too early (although I must also add that my NATAL Ascendant is 1* and Lilly says that you can use early degrees if it matches the querent's natal). My Moon is about to change signs into a cardinal one signifying a volatile, changing situation. Then I was stunned to learn that once again, my Major Arcana symbol for this horary is- you guessed it- TEMPERANCE. What are the odds of getting that twice in a row on different charts?
I can't allow him back after what he just did, but it is very difficult to sit on my hands and not defend myself after a situation as unjust as the one that just occurred-- happened. He was LOOKING for a reason to get out, and his self-righteous self thought he found it. That is that.
What I want to know is what the Moon Trine my Venus means. Venus is my co-significator, right, so does this bode well for me as far as feeling better soon or being better off?
Forgive me for yet another chart. But since the other one played out and the activity occured, I felt it was okay to go ahread with another one.