thanks for your reply! from time to time i seem to make a slight new understanding of some issue regarding my chart, and felt prompted to discuss it on this forum; it seems reasonable to be asked to post the chart as it is a rather deep subject; anyway i still feel rather suspicious or paranoid of so doing (ive even considered to make contact with a professional astrologer in order to remove that suspicious feeling, yet so far things remain with no changes).
i would also ask about the relation of either SN in 5th house in aries or a natal Mars in an Acquarius 3rd house (ttrine venus in the 5th and sq Jupiter in taurus 6th) to a sag 1st house (ascendant), naturally ruled by Mars, and a rather strange and pervasive feeling of ankwardness towards the physical body (ascendant?)...(plus the fact that for several years ive suffered Restless Legs Syndrome until i changed my diet not very long ago)
a brief account of my chart could be find in some earlier posts, for instance:
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=125045 (this is the more descriptive one, mainly in the last two messages)
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=131206 (Jupiter as the only singleton in the chart)
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=127336 (Sun conjunct Mercury sq ascendant, sq Moon and sq Neptune, Sun trine Jupiter)
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=129236 (Pluto and the nodes in critical degrees)
https://www.astrologyweekly.com/forum/showthread.php?t=127988 (about asperger syndrome, in the last message).
Anyway, thanks for your interest in the post...greetings.