iwatchthesunrise
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Hi, I've been feeling a loss of direction for much too long and I'm really having this urge of finding myself already! My lack of direction has me feeling unmotivated and like such a loser. So, I'm here to seek some advice. Please help, I feel desperate.
I don't know what I should focus on!!
What would I be the happiest doing?
Where are my successes?
Where should I go?
Why has this drought lasted for so long? If that's even important/relevant to wonder
Should I take a risk, be my own boss and create a website with services and/or Youtube channel gaining ad revenue for some extra cash? Would I, and what I offer, be alluring enough to gain lots of customers/views/prospectives/fans/clients/subscribers?
I've been thinking that, perhaps, a part-time job while studying (just a course, certification, license, online college or whatever?) would be a good idea. That way, I make sure to stay interested in my endeavors and not give my life away working for another.
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Here's some background info, if you wish:
I've gone to many interviews with potential employers and multiple staffing agencies ever since, but here I am without a job, still. I've been unemployed since December from what felt like a really good administrative assistant position (I was let go for reasons that I don't really think were fair or true) and have been wondering, at this point, if I should even bother with finding a job right now or if I would be better suited taking up some sort of course instead. Or was I in the "wrong" field? (Though, I think I have enough Mercurial influences to say that office jobs are typical.)
I still live at home and don't need to pay any bills, fortunately, so that shouldn't be a current concern of mine.
My current interests regarding studying and/or work include (but not limited to):
Thank you so much, in advance! <3 <3
I don't know what I should focus on!!
What would I be the happiest doing?
Where are my successes?
Where should I go?
Why has this drought lasted for so long? If that's even important/relevant to wonder
Should I take a risk, be my own boss and create a website with services and/or Youtube channel gaining ad revenue for some extra cash? Would I, and what I offer, be alluring enough to gain lots of customers/views/prospectives/fans/clients/subscribers?
I've been thinking that, perhaps, a part-time job while studying (just a course, certification, license, online college or whatever?) would be a good idea. That way, I make sure to stay interested in my endeavors and not give my life away working for another.
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Here's some background info, if you wish:
I've gone to many interviews with potential employers and multiple staffing agencies ever since, but here I am without a job, still. I've been unemployed since December from what felt like a really good administrative assistant position (I was let go for reasons that I don't really think were fair or true) and have been wondering, at this point, if I should even bother with finding a job right now or if I would be better suited taking up some sort of course instead. Or was I in the "wrong" field? (Though, I think I have enough Mercurial influences to say that office jobs are typical.)
I still live at home and don't need to pay any bills, fortunately, so that shouldn't be a current concern of mine.
My current interests regarding studying and/or work include (but not limited to):
Astrology
Oracle card reading
Interior design
Administrative assistant
General office/clerical work
Travel
Photography
Real estate salesperson
Musician - jazz/classical flautist, acoustic guitar singer-songwriter (though, I haven't practiced for a while for fear of being judged and rejected since I put lots of feeling into whatever I'm musically creating AND I'm the only one listening anymore since I'm no longer part of a band)
Thank you so much, in advance! <3 <3
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