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My natal chart was just pretty disheartening because I have no clue what to make of it.
My interpretation is that my goal in life is to get married and to be the "giver" in a relationship.
The problem is: everything about me prevents me from getting a fulfilling relationship. I've constantly craved to be with someone win a romantic way since I was young, and I am a hopeless romantic.
Unfortunately, my passion and interest for others makes them A) Bored of me and/or B) Completely turned off.
I am a people pleaser to the fullest extent and can act quite pathetic at times. I do what I can to get someone to like me, even if they aren't treating me well. I have no self respect. And, eventually, people stop talking to me because they see how insecure I am.
I've studied how to better myself to become a more attractive partner to others, and they all say the same thing: Being true to yourself. Be more independent and don't be clingy. Don't smother people. Have passions outside of your relationship. Nobody likes to be placed on a pedestal and be worshiped by another person. People like it when someone is their own person before being in a relationship.
Yeah... everything about me is about giving to people. And loving them too intensely. I got into astrology to learn more about myself so that I can focus on becoming a more independent person, and thus increase my attractiveness.
But the focus on the 7th house, my north node, sun, and mars, Venus in scorpio, Venus opposing the ascendant, jupiter squaring my MC?
I just have no clue how to improve myself to become a better partner. I have no identity other than I'm obsessed with relationships and being in one. Is there anything in my natal chart which indicated what should be my focus in order to develop some confidence and self reliance, become more attractive to others, and thus fulfil mg north node of actually getting into a solid relationship?
My natal chart was just pretty disheartening because I have no clue what to make of it.
My interpretation is that my goal in life is to get married and to be the "giver" in a relationship.
The problem is: everything about me prevents me from getting a fulfilling relationship. I've constantly craved to be with someone win a romantic way since I was young, and I am a hopeless romantic.
Unfortunately, my passion and interest for others makes them A) Bored of me and/or B) Completely turned off.
I am a people pleaser to the fullest extent and can act quite pathetic at times. I do what I can to get someone to like me, even if they aren't treating me well. I have no self respect. And, eventually, people stop talking to me because they see how insecure I am.
I've studied how to better myself to become a more attractive partner to others, and they all say the same thing: Being true to yourself. Be more independent and don't be clingy. Don't smother people. Have passions outside of your relationship. Nobody likes to be placed on a pedestal and be worshiped by another person. People like it when someone is their own person before being in a relationship.
Yeah... everything about me is about giving to people. And loving them too intensely. I got into astrology to learn more about myself so that I can focus on becoming a more independent person, and thus increase my attractiveness.
But the focus on the 7th house, my north node, sun, and mars, Venus in scorpio, Venus opposing the ascendant, jupiter squaring my MC?
I just have no clue how to improve myself to become a better partner. I have no identity other than I'm obsessed with relationships and being in one. Is there anything in my natal chart which indicated what should be my focus in order to develop some confidence and self reliance, become more attractive to others, and thus fulfil mg north node of actually getting into a solid relationship?