graay ghost
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Link to my chart
I am really just starting out and everything I find online about astrology is very piecemeal. I don't think this helps much because every major planet except for the moon is a part of either a grand cross, grand trine, or mystic rectangle (and Mars is in all three). I didn't notice the big geometric patterns at first because when I got an autogenerated chart years ago its algorithms did not make note of them, so I kind of assumed that everyone's chart looked like that, when really they don't. It looks to me like a chart demanding synthesis.
A bit about what's going on in my life: I'm a year out of college and because I could not immediately find a job in my college city I had to move back to a home with an abusive father. Since then my parents (and therefore me) have moved to a really conservative area... and it's really hard to deal with being not only Jewish but also queer (and possibly genderqueer). I don't really have anything in the way of local friends and romantic prospects are completely barren. It's extremely lonely here.
I've taken a job that I start June 1st. It's entry level programming and they know I have little to no experience but think I'll do well as I have a degree in mathematics and therefore the right mindset. If they want to keep me, I'll be stuck in this town for another year, but there's a possibility of transfer into the city which I know is more Jew-friendly and may be more queer-friendly, but I don't know. The company is only in the metro area and there's only one programmer and it sounded like if I did well, I would be replacing him and becoming super integral. I am wary of planting myself here.
Thank you for any help you can give.
I am really just starting out and everything I find online about astrology is very piecemeal. I don't think this helps much because every major planet except for the moon is a part of either a grand cross, grand trine, or mystic rectangle (and Mars is in all three). I didn't notice the big geometric patterns at first because when I got an autogenerated chart years ago its algorithms did not make note of them, so I kind of assumed that everyone's chart looked like that, when really they don't. It looks to me like a chart demanding synthesis.
A bit about what's going on in my life: I'm a year out of college and because I could not immediately find a job in my college city I had to move back to a home with an abusive father. Since then my parents (and therefore me) have moved to a really conservative area... and it's really hard to deal with being not only Jewish but also queer (and possibly genderqueer). I don't really have anything in the way of local friends and romantic prospects are completely barren. It's extremely lonely here.
I've taken a job that I start June 1st. It's entry level programming and they know I have little to no experience but think I'll do well as I have a degree in mathematics and therefore the right mindset. If they want to keep me, I'll be stuck in this town for another year, but there's a possibility of transfer into the city which I know is more Jew-friendly and may be more queer-friendly, but I don't know. The company is only in the metro area and there's only one programmer and it sounded like if I did well, I would be replacing him and becoming super integral. I am wary of planting myself here.
Thank you for any help you can give.