Hi,
First and foremost, I am not interested in comments that attempt to subvert my personal life into a moral battlefield--please. I.E: I don't want to hear "cheating is bad", "you're a horrible person" etc and any other (potentially offensive/combative/presumptuous) value judgments of the like. I know this. I have hesitated to post this a million times for this reason. However, we do not know each other here, and so; our spiritual journeys are distinct and worthy of respect.
That being said, there is an earth-shattering, magnetic pull that I feel whenever this man is around me. By the grace of the Divine Force, my composure has not betrayed me and I have managed to act rationally and respectfully, despite my otherwise insatiable "hunger", so to speak, for this man. I think he feels it too and reciprocates energetically (intense gazes/subtle psychic cues) but does an impeccable job of controlling his impulses--which in turn only intensifies my attraction for him, as I find myself woefully impressed with his unwavering displays of dignity and self-respect. We are both heavily Plutonic and Saturnine. This is obviously taking a toll on me psychically and I am trying to discern why such a powerful--seemingly fated--attraction hinges on a classically "taboo" moral quandary.
Any insights on what this might be doing to him (on his end)? What is the "lesson" here? I need a detached perspective, as I am obviously wound-up and mired in the intensity of my own emotions regarding this matter that I feel I am somewhat at a disadvantage in attempting to analyze this.
I extend my thanks, in advance, for offering your time and effort, in whatever capacity. I am happy to provide some context, if needed.
He is Capricorn and I am Pisces (female).
First and foremost, I am not interested in comments that attempt to subvert my personal life into a moral battlefield--please. I.E: I don't want to hear "cheating is bad", "you're a horrible person" etc and any other (potentially offensive/combative/presumptuous) value judgments of the like. I know this. I have hesitated to post this a million times for this reason. However, we do not know each other here, and so; our spiritual journeys are distinct and worthy of respect.
That being said, there is an earth-shattering, magnetic pull that I feel whenever this man is around me. By the grace of the Divine Force, my composure has not betrayed me and I have managed to act rationally and respectfully, despite my otherwise insatiable "hunger", so to speak, for this man. I think he feels it too and reciprocates energetically (intense gazes/subtle psychic cues) but does an impeccable job of controlling his impulses--which in turn only intensifies my attraction for him, as I find myself woefully impressed with his unwavering displays of dignity and self-respect. We are both heavily Plutonic and Saturnine. This is obviously taking a toll on me psychically and I am trying to discern why such a powerful--seemingly fated--attraction hinges on a classically "taboo" moral quandary.
Any insights on what this might be doing to him (on his end)? What is the "lesson" here? I need a detached perspective, as I am obviously wound-up and mired in the intensity of my own emotions regarding this matter that I feel I am somewhat at a disadvantage in attempting to analyze this.
I extend my thanks, in advance, for offering your time and effort, in whatever capacity. I am happy to provide some context, if needed.
He is Capricorn and I am Pisces (female).