When I'm gonna find my soulmate?

Hi. I'm Eda. I'm lately interested in birth charts but I don't know how to interpret my chart at all. I need help from you. My boyfriend always leaving me for no reason. I need to know about the destiny of my love life. I don't know how to break this circle or change this situation. Secondly, I want to know when I'm gonna be able to organise my life. When I'm gonna be able to have my own family? I'm still in the breakup pain. I really need help from you. It would also help me to know the basic interpretion of my chart. Anything would help.