Picture the whole concept of *sacrifice* being lifted out of your mind
like a lint screen. If you're feeling, "ahhhhhh" then you're onto iit.
This is one of the secrets about the 12th House that is almost never
written about, and higher octaves of Neptune as well: it is not the home
of sacrifice for suffering in any way. Neither is it ultimately or practically about dissolution into Oneness. A closer word for the secret of the 12th House is Power. Consummate power. consummate power and wealth through love.
This is no wimpy love, or hug-alert. This is a burnishing love, gold tried
in the fire. This is a love that not a single sensation of sadness, loss, fear
or terror can escape. So this direction is all about (and I know it sounds
like a Disney fantasy) making a firm decision to become what you already are --
Love. Become increasingly aware of every thought that tries to fly through
consciousness unseen.The thought that's worried about possibly eating eggs
from chickens that have suffered: love your own greatness and beauty for
having that thought. And love the thought itself! The fear that you might possibly be being taken advantage of: love the child in you who wants to be appreciated and recognized, love the child who wants to count. The sensation of confusion about wanting great abundance but feeling only pain --- love the sensation of not knowing itself as key to that very abundance. The sensation of not-knowing is a HUGE awareness in the spiritual kingdom..... Spiritual riches bigtime.... Learning to re-interpret sensations to suit your highest vision is akin to a Princess spinning straw into Gold (if you're a Piscean). Or a mighty Archeress....if you're a Sag.