you're too young to worry about marriage and having kids. it's mainly because of your moon. your moon, in the 7th (need marriage), connected to the sun in the 5th (kids and love), connected to mars in the 4th (it makes you feel like, hurry up and have a family of your own already), connected to venus in the 3rd (need a husband, to express the love and feelings of yours), well, too many connections, way too many. and saturn (pessimistic) in the 1st, and chiron (hurt) and north node in the 7th also contributed a little bit to the situation.
you'll meet your future husband through communications on the internet, your future husband lives somewhere far away, your future husband is much older than you are (I'm talking about decades). your marriage will be, pretty good, I'd feel happy, well I'm a taurus moon, but your moon, not so easily be satisfied, that being said, but you are smart, of course you'll recognize the high quality of the marriage. well, know this, capricorn is like, the worst placement for a jupiter, not to mention squared and retrograde, so don't count on luck, cause in general, there aren't any, which means you shouln't wait for it to happen, instead, you're gonna have to make it happen, yep, you do all the work, thanks to your jupiter I guess? Actually there's more, but I can't say, and no, I'm not asking for money, I just simply have my reasons.
Well the above is true, I never actually knew why I have a strong will for that since I really never felt pressure from my family to do that, no one gets me and my parents are always saying that these are new times and it’s not all about marriage, esspecialy young marriage...But I can’t help myself, and it’s probably about mentioned aspects...I’m just afraid I’m gonna end up alone when all my friends turn to their partners, kids and family eventually. Thank you for your insights on possible outcome. However, I must say I hope it isnit completely true. I mean even 10 year difference is fine for me but I just can’t imagine myself being with someone so much older than me esspecialy that I was always into younger men and dated younger men most of the time. But, we’ll see. Also I hope he’s not that far away lol. Yes, you’re right about being difficult to satisfy but i’m fine with ,,pretty good’’ as you said. The last part is sad to hear, but I’m kinda used to that, and every once and then I do get lucky so I hope I’ll be fine. Thank you for your answer.
Ps. I also pm-ed you, but you don’t have to answer if you don’t feel comfortable or if it’s for the better.