Hi there, I'm on a long journey to learn astrology but its just so confusing for me, but I'm really dedicating myself to it this year. Its really helpful for me to have people point things out and explain how they got to that conclusion and I was hoping I could post my chart and get some feedback!
Hello Julia,
first question from my side - you posted your chart with porphyry house system - what is not very common and not much used for a chart reading and insight. Hope you are also open for other insights - as I prefer placidus house system. (A lot of other astrologers do, too)
If you have already been on a long journey to learn astrology you will surely have also noticed, that there different methods and styles available in astrology - including different house system from which an astrologer once chooses his his own - he considers as perfectly and successful working out for him.
I just share mine method of insight with you - what I once found in my long never ending learning journey with astrology - I learned and found proved itself true for me, from my chart and a lot of other chart-readings and feedbacks from chart owners.
One thing to not about my personality is that I crave teachers but also feel rejected by teachers and have never had a strong connection with a teacher. Could this have anything to do with my Pluto?
Pluto rules your 10th house and is your personal perception of the law and authority in general and is your personal perception window of measurement of conventional society standard - and how you experience the outer world in society.
With scorpio in 10th, scorpio lilith on cusp 10th and pluto in 9th - house of teachers you are most focussed on what people's issues are and with which issues they are dealing and fighting with in outer society - you feel compassion with them - as you personally have experienced intense issues yourself as well- in your own childhood and already before your birth - in prenatal period during pregnancy of your mother with you.
Where pluto is placed connected with personal planets - there is always an early intense transforming experience to be found -also combined with the possibility to get others directed, influenced and dominated against own will - what one had to stand and to experience or to witness in a helpless powerless state - mostly in childhood - one subconsciously takes over as right - because of not being yet able to sort out or to sort in correctly in younger years of age.
Your pluto is in 9th house - house of education, university, house of lawyers, house of teachers you can find in your life and teacher you can be for other people. 9th house is ruled by venus- but venus also rules your 4th house - for me mother and mother as first female principle model role- how to be a woman, mother experience in childhood.
How you experience teachers and that you feel rejected by them and never had a strong connection with teachers - but same time crave to find one - reflects and is influenced from your experience with your own mother in childhood. You had to learn early to adapt yourself to her and to function perfectly and to not disturb her too much with your own emotions and needs - in order to protect yourself. Moon rules your 6th house - ability to admit yourself to outer influence and experience - and to continously "work on it".
Venus is in 2nd house - setting boundaries and selfprotection and opposes moon in 8th house - both female principles fighting against each other. Venus sesiquiquadrates pluto - demanding from time to time high standards of perfection on you. Venus also semisquares your sun in 3rd house - taking afterwards influence on your encountering people area as well - with intercepted leo in 7th - where you probably didn't dare to let yourself glow anymore - as moon main rules your 7th house as well.
For me - your father is shown in 5th house -ruled by mercury- male principle how to act in life- first male model role for a man - a woman instinctively looks for a partner with - and father experience in childhood.
Mercury is in your 3rd house and is opposed by scorpio lilith on 10th house cusp and by pluto in 9th cusp 10th- what people outside told about your family was most important for your father and he expected as well high standards of perfection on you to fullfil. Your father took a lot strict and intense influence on your own mental and mind and thoughts (3rd house).
But 3rd house is also house of siblings and sun opposing pluto looks to me like a difficult sibling relationship as well - a sibling who you felt as favored by your father and your mother - because he was male. You got the impression from - that something is wrong with your own body.
Your pisces mars as ruler of 3rd house -siblings- is in 2nd house sitting exact on 2nd house cusp and on 2nd/8th value axis. Neptune as ruler of 2nd house - physical body house is in prenatal house 12th together with uranus - as your co-ruler of 1st house with intercepted aquarius in -and part of your birth energy - both opposing your cancer chiron in 6th house - your inner wound.
I assume that your parents already before your birth would have preferred more to have a boy child than a daughter. Uranus opposes jupiter in your 6th house. And you felt yourself kinda guilty for -with saturn in your 1st house close under ASC - semisquaring mars in 2nd - who is in exact semisextile with your aquarius moonnode in 1st house.
Do you have siblings - Julia ?
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