flea said:
hmmm what am I doing posting in this section???? Well I thought I would put for consideration some really tough aspects I have regarding Pluto. It is not just Pluto squareing the Sun, Pluto is also conjuncting Uranus and is opposing Chiron, then it also trines Mars. All with 1deg orb approx and tighter.
This all seems some really big strong energies flying around my chart, in mainly mutable signs. Over the past few years I have been developing a really feeling about the energy flowing through my body, and the impact that other's energy has on me. Seems I remove energy from my body myself if others go in for a grab, to deny them yet hurting myself in the process on a physical level. It is a pattern I have just identified. I can have a headache for several days and worse. Doing energy visualisations as I have started now really help retain the stregth and awareness of myself as strong.
So with this in mind I would appreciate anyone throwing in their sixpence on what comes to mind for people. (Oh I had a tough birth not surprisingly, and wondered if I was not sure I wanted to do this trip)
FleaXXX
Okay, flea, outta left field here.....
Sun in Sag in 6th rules IC. Pluto in Virgo co-rules the 6th house. Pluto tightly conjunct Uranus in Virgo - both on cusp of 5th.
Sun in Sag can show the father gave alot of "one-sided conversations" in the home - in other words - he spoke, and others obeyed. Jupiter (r) in 1st conjunct AC, ruler of DC can show this, as well. Jupiter (r) can show a need to "undo" the communication damage learned in childhood ( IC can also show "soul memory" - what has been habitually learned through many past lives)
Pluto in Virgo - enforced service - conjunct Uranus in Virgo (ruler of MC - the turning point of destiny) shows rebellion against such servitude. Both on cusp of the 5th exactly - a need to tune into these issues to recover your sense of "inner child". Mars in Capricorn, ruler of the 6th, in 8th can refer to all of this as well. Mars in Cap has a heavy burden on its shoulders. Planets in the 8th house need to undergo an transformation. Mars in Cap is very career-oriented - also man-pleasing, subservient, has to be the best. Also in the house of other people's values and money. In the higher vibration - Mars in Capricorn is the defense of the Divine Feminine- respect for and good stewardship of the body and the Earth. The world's system - with Mars in Cap - in the lower vibration - is the antithesis of this.
Mercury(r) in Sag on the SN in the 6th, ruler of the AC, can show an internalized problem with communication, a failure to follow one's own intuition, and faith in making decisions for oneself.
Chiron in Pisces on cusp of 11th can show a feeling of not feeling connected to the group, a constant wounding of connecting in with one's personal visions and dreams. Chiron co-rules the 5th, and so further emphasizes how the inner child feels. It can show a feeling of "not allowed to take a break and rest" - also the combo on the 5th and 11th in Virgo/Pis can show an internalized "inner critic" that feels it has to let others judge one's performance.
Neptune in Scorpio , co-ruler of the 11th, in the 6th further emphasizes the forced labor idea - where one feels they have to "give to get" - issues of obligation and who really owns the supply abound.
Saturn in Pisces in the 10th can show again the need to learn to rest and care for the body - for the respect and healing of the Divine Feminine - (10th house naturally ruled by Cap) - enforcing your right to rest. Also compassion, understanding and forgiveness for men/fathers/etc will get you there.
Overall, it shows a lesson plan to break free from subservience to the male, respect for the Divine Feminine, and to break free from mind control that has been programmed into the body and soul for generations.
And remember - this is your natal chart lessons. I know you are spiritually advance, and am sure you have already realized much of this, and made some inroads into the whole mess.
Basically Sun in Sag square Pluto in Virgo is the transformation of automatically following someone else's decisions and choices made for you that were not in your best interest.
Also - one other thing. Sun in Sag has inherent in it a dis-respect for the Divine Feminine, and wanting to get out of household chores and care for the body and the Earth -- that is, in the lower vibrations. Your task in this life, with Sun in Sag, is to raise the vibration out of these issues. Casual sex is also a "no-no" when raising out of lower Sag vibrations. These issues could be inherent in the father in family of origin, and also in the men you have dated, as well.
Hope this sheds a little light,
Freedomlover