UraSatVen1029
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Recently I stumbled into a Venus in Aquarius thread and it made me think about it. I myself have a Moon Aquarius conjunct Uranus in Aqaurius, moon 1st house and Uranus is aspecting ALL of my personal planets. In fact, my dominant planet is Uranus.
I thought about my almost non-existent, hopeless and failing love life. I've only had two not-so established relationships (because I didn't want any labels- the bf/gf thing) and yet they were both intense,electric, and sadly, cut really short. I find that the problem is actually ME.
I have this dilemma of wanting to be in a relationship and wanting absolute freedom. I have a fear of it because the first time I dived into a relationship, I was almost losing control of myself (I have Venus in Scorpio) and I was absolutely consumed into the relationship, it was absolutely SCARY. And also, I felt constricted,for some reason. One day I'd be having heart eyes over this guy, the next, I suddenly think "huh, I miss my freedom. I'm feeling too much, and I don't like it. I need time for myself. Let's break up." And I CAN'T HELP IT.
Usually I get involved with people who have a distance from me (one lived in Belgium, and me from Philippines. The other one lived around 2-3 hours away from me) so the only way we communicated was through the phone or social media. I also didn't want any labels too. Huh. I also thought of attempting an open relationship too, but I barely have time for that now. Both of these relationships barely lasted a month, yet they imprinted a lasting impression on me.
I need opinions. Do you think Uranian people could have a big trouble in finding the right partner? Will they ever settle down? Will they ever get married?
I thought about my almost non-existent, hopeless and failing love life. I've only had two not-so established relationships (because I didn't want any labels- the bf/gf thing) and yet they were both intense,electric, and sadly, cut really short. I find that the problem is actually ME.
I have this dilemma of wanting to be in a relationship and wanting absolute freedom. I have a fear of it because the first time I dived into a relationship, I was almost losing control of myself (I have Venus in Scorpio) and I was absolutely consumed into the relationship, it was absolutely SCARY. And also, I felt constricted,for some reason. One day I'd be having heart eyes over this guy, the next, I suddenly think "huh, I miss my freedom. I'm feeling too much, and I don't like it. I need time for myself. Let's break up." And I CAN'T HELP IT.
Usually I get involved with people who have a distance from me (one lived in Belgium, and me from Philippines. The other one lived around 2-3 hours away from me) so the only way we communicated was through the phone or social media. I also didn't want any labels too. Huh. I also thought of attempting an open relationship too, but I barely have time for that now. Both of these relationships barely lasted a month, yet they imprinted a lasting impression on me.
I need opinions. Do you think Uranian people could have a big trouble in finding the right partner? Will they ever settle down? Will they ever get married?