Lunar Pisces
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I have Saturn at 29 Tau conj Venus at 4 Gem in the 9th house. Transiting Mars has been hanging around over there for a few days, and currently in conj my Venus. But during the past two weeks when it was more on the Saturn side of that natal pair, I was having serious disappointments in other people, which seemed to get worse and more intense as tr Mars more closer to my Sat. Really big let-downs too. People I thought had better character and could be trusted, but have since proven me otherwise. Has anyone ever come across something liek this, where a transiting conj between Mars and Saturn could cause such deep disappointment?
The latest let-down, which happened yesteday morning, has left me so disgusted, both with that person and with myself for being duped, really has gotten to me. It ate me up all yesterday and I had trouble sleeping. This morning I went for a walk to try to burn off some of this anxiety, and I ended up walking for over 2 hours straight, not realizing how long I had been gone. I know that tr ars conj natal Venus can cause a lot of physical and creative frustration if not channeled, so this seems to be making this worse. What's more is in synastry I have my Venus conj his Mars as well, so I've always had this weird, sexually-tinged ambivalence about him. It just makes this all the more intense and confusing, and I'm feeling unusually vulnerable and threatened by this right now. :roll:
I have a few more days before tr Mars is out of orb with my Venus-Sat conj. I can't wait. I'm really sick of this.
The latest let-down, which happened yesteday morning, has left me so disgusted, both with that person and with myself for being duped, really has gotten to me. It ate me up all yesterday and I had trouble sleeping. This morning I went for a walk to try to burn off some of this anxiety, and I ended up walking for over 2 hours straight, not realizing how long I had been gone. I know that tr ars conj natal Venus can cause a lot of physical and creative frustration if not channeled, so this seems to be making this worse. What's more is in synastry I have my Venus conj his Mars as well, so I've always had this weird, sexually-tinged ambivalence about him. It just makes this all the more intense and confusing, and I'm feeling unusually vulnerable and threatened by this right now. :roll:
I have a few more days before tr Mars is out of orb with my Venus-Sat conj. I can't wait. I'm really sick of this.