I would like some insight into my feelings lately. I have been feeling extremely depressed, LONELY, fearful of being broken up with by my boyfriend even though we have a very loving relationship. I am crying often about every day, with paranoia that my life will crumble and I will lose all of my happiness. All I would like is for someone to show me how or why I'm feeling these things with the current astrological happenings in the sky. Is the eclipse that's coming also partly to blame? And when will I start to feel better? I need hope in this time of sorrow and fear. I just can barely function from being so upset. Thank you for helping!