This horary chart perplexes me. I mean I understand the event and can understand your being upset but, there is a real lack of affliction in this chart (i.e. there are no squares or oppositions) that one might expect. And, that is actually good when I think about it.
Also, Saturn on the ASC and retrograde is a real warning for me, regardless what others might think.
So, let me ask you; if you knew who it was (or thought you knew based on what is said here) how exactly would that suspicion help you or, what would you do with the information? Might this best just be left alone and move on?
Although this was something you said from another thread, I think it beautifully applies to this situation you are facing. You said,
"There is nothing under this sky that could possibly do me greater harm than I could do to myself.
"Living a life of suspicion and stress, seeking out hidden agendas is far more harmful to myself than living a life of peace. My mind has changed, I have changed, and now I vow to exist optimistically...
"Willful ignorance" as you see it.. is simply me taking responsibility for my own life through focus. What you feed will grow...
"Feed beauty, and you become so full within that you cant help but to attract it everywhere you venture..
"In the end, our life is a choice... and the responsibility to create it rests only in our hands......... "