SapSac
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I'm back from a 4 year break from this site. It wasn't intentional, I just had a lot less time on my hands and my activity sort of fell by the wayside. A lot has happened in the last 4 years, too much to even generalize.
I recently quit an almost 2 year job delivering pizzas. It was soul-sucking, but one of the easiest careers I've ever had. The only problem was that I started getting these emotionally/spiritually crippling anxiety attacks. It happened a lot when I was behind the wheel of a car. I'd just feel as if I was going to veer of the road and crash, or pass out, or throw up.
Eventually it got to the point where I dreaded showing up to work. I became scared of flying, and am really not looking forward to the next time I have to take a plane.
The last month or so since I left the pizza place, I've been making money off of design freelancing and working odd jobs. It's not as stable, but it's way more soul-affirming to be able to do something that's more inline with what I want to be doing. I know a lot of my anxiety may stem from my tendency to overdrink/ take drugs, but I've tried to cut down on those bad habits. I've had a really hard time curbing my drinking habit though, and need motivation to treat my body with more love, and also to stop procrastinating with getting jobs done/ promoting myself.
Below I've posted both my natal chart. I also have a natal chart with transits
if you want me to post that too. Thanks to any readers out there who want to give me a second opinion on my chart, BE WELL.
I recently quit an almost 2 year job delivering pizzas. It was soul-sucking, but one of the easiest careers I've ever had. The only problem was that I started getting these emotionally/spiritually crippling anxiety attacks. It happened a lot when I was behind the wheel of a car. I'd just feel as if I was going to veer of the road and crash, or pass out, or throw up.
Eventually it got to the point where I dreaded showing up to work. I became scared of flying, and am really not looking forward to the next time I have to take a plane.
The last month or so since I left the pizza place, I've been making money off of design freelancing and working odd jobs. It's not as stable, but it's way more soul-affirming to be able to do something that's more inline with what I want to be doing. I know a lot of my anxiety may stem from my tendency to overdrink/ take drugs, but I've tried to cut down on those bad habits. I've had a really hard time curbing my drinking habit though, and need motivation to treat my body with more love, and also to stop procrastinating with getting jobs done/ promoting myself.
Below I've posted both my natal chart. I also have a natal chart with transits
if you want me to post that too. Thanks to any readers out there who want to give me a second opinion on my chart, BE WELL.
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