TamaraL
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I 've been reading about the relationship of Sun/Moon in my chart & beginning to see how important it is in my chart. Both in mutable signs Sun in Pisces squares my Sagittarius Moon. (Last Quarter) So, I wonder how do you experience this specific aspect & any advice on how to deal with it.
I could safely say I find myself in an 'identity crisis' ever since I formed my personality (since 11-15 I am questioning the reason for being here, and how could I change society though my ideas/actions) I always question my self & existence, set very high goals in relationships (& career) and as a result I am getting disappointed all the time.This aspect could have creative repercussions from what I have read so far. Also I 've been "accused" of not being emotionally open, over thinking & being afraid of leaving my comfort zone, like working in different environments.
I don't think I understand emotional satisfaction on a practical level & there is a tendency to live my life in my head. Not necessarily a disaster. I get satisfaction through my ideas, though artistic creativity, by seeing others observing something I have created.Even as kid.I struggle with letting go and do random things to please my self. Also I have been called my own worst enemy & I never say anything good to my self for my achievements. (But instead I am greedy for more achievements...Its kind of sad realizing it.But its a pattern.)
My parents are not divorced (which I find strange with the square aspect) and are very different as emotional beings.They don't express their emotions in the outside world & it was difficult relating to them while growing up. I get angry very easily when they are around.
Now, for the present I am trying to understand myself.I don't want to lie about fake breakthroughs. There are not any at the moment. I am afraid that this aspect is the worst aspect in my chart because it cannot really be adjusted.
The other danger is the process of self -victimization or self-pity.
"The danger is falling victim to your own powerful desire nature, and being perpetually frustrated through aiming high and losing an appreciation of what exists in the present. There can be a restless, searching qulity to this apsect which results from the need to resolve deep inner conflicts; the problem is finding the way to achieve those desires. This need stimulates inner questioning, especially related to 'What's it all about?' and 'What is the meaning of life?' These become promptings from your inner Sun..."
[edited quote over 100 words against Forum rules - Moderator]
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/astrological-aspects/sun-square-moon.php
I could safely say I find myself in an 'identity crisis' ever since I formed my personality (since 11-15 I am questioning the reason for being here, and how could I change society though my ideas/actions) I always question my self & existence, set very high goals in relationships (& career) and as a result I am getting disappointed all the time.This aspect could have creative repercussions from what I have read so far. Also I 've been "accused" of not being emotionally open, over thinking & being afraid of leaving my comfort zone, like working in different environments.
I don't think I understand emotional satisfaction on a practical level & there is a tendency to live my life in my head. Not necessarily a disaster. I get satisfaction through my ideas, though artistic creativity, by seeing others observing something I have created.Even as kid.I struggle with letting go and do random things to please my self. Also I have been called my own worst enemy & I never say anything good to my self for my achievements. (But instead I am greedy for more achievements...Its kind of sad realizing it.But its a pattern.)
My parents are not divorced (which I find strange with the square aspect) and are very different as emotional beings.They don't express their emotions in the outside world & it was difficult relating to them while growing up. I get angry very easily when they are around.
Now, for the present I am trying to understand myself.I don't want to lie about fake breakthroughs. There are not any at the moment. I am afraid that this aspect is the worst aspect in my chart because it cannot really be adjusted.
The other danger is the process of self -victimization or self-pity.
"The danger is falling victim to your own powerful desire nature, and being perpetually frustrated through aiming high and losing an appreciation of what exists in the present. There can be a restless, searching qulity to this apsect which results from the need to resolve deep inner conflicts; the problem is finding the way to achieve those desires. This need stimulates inner questioning, especially related to 'What's it all about?' and 'What is the meaning of life?' These become promptings from your inner Sun..."
[edited quote over 100 words against Forum rules - Moderator]
http://www.astrologyweekly.com/astrological-aspects/sun-square-moon.php
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