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Frisiangal,
Thank you for this invitation! For me, MEAN BML
showed herself to be much as you
described, a powerful force in a very personal way.
Her glyph of a half-moon above the cross of spirit may have
the meaning of a gesture-- is it "come forward" :?:
---or maybe is it "proceed with courage" :!:
perhaps?
Then, before I learned more about this powerful non-planet-point-
in-space, I learned to differentiate her from two other, distinct
Lilith apparitions, osc. Lilith (h13 on Astrodienst, known as "True BLM")
and
the asteroid Lilith (1181).
Here's a link to that discussion on another astrology forum:
http://erosastrology.proboards26.com/index.cgi?board=general&action=display&thread=1130181003&page=2
BLM was shown to me on my chart more than
ten years ago, but I did not get to know her better then
and remained ignorant of her importance until now.
Natally, MEAN BLM is at 2 Aries 12, 3rd house;
she sextiles natal Jupiter at 1 Aqua 59, 2nd house
and another powerhouse in my chart, Uranus,
is within a few degrees orb of square.
Uranus is close to Asbolus at 1 Cancer 7 in the 7th house
(Uranus is midpoint of a powerful Sun / Venus square Moon / Pluto
in my 5th--8th houses....Uranus is 28 Gemini 7 and is in my 7th house.....
opposite my natal Vesta Rx conjuncting Pluto now and the GC......
much energy is being released through Uranus).
Here's my chart one week ago:
http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?...679&lang=e&gm=a1&ast=h13,1221,1181,8405,90377
I was invited to pay $75 to go to my friend's acupuncture school
where she is a 3rd year student and have an initial interview and
needling. I said "yes" because I had been dealing with healh shocks:
a friend was diagnosed with Lyme and
her 21 year old niece was also diagnosed with Lyme and
I know others who are suffering with Lyme....
my research into this syndrome/illness recently revealed
the possibility that there was a release of
the spirochete involved in Lyme from a secret army research lab...
my knee suddenly was not working....this is one of the possible indicators
of Lyme disease.....and like that....
so last week I walked into the acupuncture school and my
friend the student said "The administrator asked me for permission
to videotape the session." My friend said that since she had a cold
and did not feel up to it, she'd told them "no" and they really, really
wanted her to do it....So I said to her, "Good -- you are in touch with your
body and your 'gut feelings,' so do as you wish!"
There was suddenly a knock on the door to the examining room
and the director leaned in and
asked my friend to come speak with him for a minute....when she
returned she said, "Here's an offer for you: they would like you to
consent to be interviewed by the director and that will give me a break
and I'll be off the hook -- but they would like you to be sitting in front of
all of us students....and if you agree, there will be no fee!" So, I agreed.
The questions proceeded, and I was talking about my health as a child,
recurring sinus infections, and then when he asked
about my life as a child at home I started to cry and talked about the
day my father died.
The director of the school was very kind and very
professional, he asked me a few questions more and then
I went to a small room and received acupuncture
to balance the 5 energies,
and then I returned to the classroom, feeling
wonderfully re-adjusted
and balanced, and the students smiled at me and
everyone thanked
me and I came home.
This past week, since that event, I experienced decreasing health
and a serious cold/infection, and was very weak and concerned
because I cannot work with my clients who are immune-suppressed
if I am communicable, and finally as I lay in bed Thursday for the whole
day, drinking only one glass of hot tea with lemon and honey my friend
brought in to me....I really wanted to let go of recurring sinus infections.
Early Friday I had a dream: a Korean woman came to me
in the house I was temporrily staying in with her and her partner
and a child (they were not seen....they were great spirits!)
and the woman said to me "I, too, know 5 element acupuncture,
and your heart is weak!"
I awoke and dragged myself back to the acupuncture
school for the second scheduled session.
My knee was cured I told my friend the student! Could it be acupuncture,
or the rhuta grav. homeopathic remedy I'd taken that week, or the
hours of rest? Or combination?
And, I said that the cold was very discouraging and
difficult for me to tolerate and work through.....it was
debilitating, depressing, disgusting, and I was missing out on life....and
so then she needled me, her work was supervised by the director of the school, and she
moxa-ed me and my sinuses cleared enough for me to get home
and back to bed for 24 hours.....
now I see the kite :idea:
transiting Lilith
at 2 Virgo 50 is 150 degrees from natal Jupiter and
natal Lilith....
transiting MEAN BLM is not far from the star Regulus
conjunct my natal saturn at 29 Leo in my 8th
house (with approaching Saturn return by 2007!!)
Back to MEAN BLM: I remember this time of year is always making me cry.....
and soon the transiting lunar node *and* the sun *and* transiting Eros
will conjunct my natal Lilith....
....just in time to give me courage and open my heart more for
remaining balanced with all that is happening!
C1