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kimbermoon

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Considerations for suicide:


Suicide is simply the Silencing of the Life energy; it accomplishes nothing for the Soul. It is an available option for the depressed, the fearful, the hopeless and the faithless, but it also brings oblivion, rendering it a rather pointless endeavour. Some would say it is an insult to the Higher Self that seeks reunion with it's Creator.

The truth of the purpose of Life is that it is meant to allow us to redeem ourselves and spiral upwards towards a Higher Awareness. It allows us to disperse the karmic essence that will otherwise continue to follow us into another life, where once again we will have to undergo what we failed to learn in this life.

So you may choose to join the millions of others who do the deed, believing that it will bring peace and release from pain. It is really only oblivion that erases the life that was lived in vain.

Personally I am undergoing the process of my husband suffering from terminal cancer. He lives with constant pain and discomfort, as well as losing out on experiencing the quality of life. It is not a dignified way to go. Still after all the treatments available to him have proved in vain, there is no longer a choice in the matter. In enduring the process he does not simply give up, but chooses to see it through, making him a hero in my eyes.

Further I have been very close to this death process in many instances in the past, with family members who have already fought the fight. In my early 30's I lost my parents to critical illness within 4 years of each other. Next came my father in law, from the cancer as well. Several years later it was my elder brother, also of cancer; finally 3 years ago my mother in law died from heart failure, just as my own mother had done.

Now the process includes my own husband, which is of course the most difficult one to witness. I guess you could say that I have been 'purposed' to be a witness of death [Sun in the 8th], which has of itself brought much heartache, depression, frustration, anxiety, anger, denial and great sadness for me to bear. And all I have been left with is 'it is what it is!' At this time in my life, it is not just my husband, but also my granddaughter being of concern to me, as being a heroin drug addict.

If you think you suffer from the life that you feel has been given you unfairly , I would ask that you consider what it is like for those who are aware of the limitation of their life, and have no choice but to suffer through it.

So you may choose to join the millions of other suicides who bear the weight of weakness and failure, but remember that you will also bring upon yourself the guilt of creating unnecessary pain to those you leave behind. The sins of this life are not washed away by doing so, and so you just bring forth more bad karma to the next life, should you be given the chance. Just don't blame it on your Kite Pattern in astrology, for that particular aspect offers great promise and potential for those willing to embrace the negativity of experience and eventually find the light that awaits at the height of the Kite. You just have to put in the effort to aspire to a more positive outcome. And that is definitely by choice, for those experiencing such a momentary lapse of reason. I hope that you can find the resilience within to fight for the life that was meant as a gift, and find a way to break through the self-defeating illusions that pray on you.

I offer you these words with sympathetic understanding of your plight and pray that you may find the strength and resilience to not simply just give up.

Blessed be.
 

Ukpoohbear

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Hmm....wonder if c.t. is feelin' it yet? I'm not really familiar with what a Jupiter/Antares combination is supposed to mean.

I found a great explanation for it on a fb page called ‘transcendental karmic astrology,’ let me copy it over. I just remember Antares because of my fascination with Aldebaran, but this page/woman makes a different post every morning without fail. I’ve copied the whole post.

“Sun on Antares, Mercury – Uranus quincunx, Vesta is entering Aquarius

The Sun in Sagittarius is crossing over the great star Antares, the heart of the Celestial Scorpion. This star is unique as it is on both the Ecliptic and on the Milky Way, joining the pathways of man and the gods. No wonder it is one of the Royal Stars of Persia, the Watcher of the West, and at the same time one of the pillars of the Milky Way. It is also a world where universal morpho-genetic codes are kept. The Sun is crossing over it, filling it with energy and consciousness, taking its gifts down the Earth plane, the greatest one is the realisation of how we can be happy in the here and now.
The process is helped by the fact that Vesta, the asteroid of the focusing principle, is leaving stern, serious Capricorn and entering intelligent, freedom loving and theory building Aquarius. The shift will alter the flavour of our attention and all the things we consider important during this period.
In the meanwhile, an “aha” aspect is also becoming exact, which is formed between Mercury Rx in Scorpio and Uranus Rx in Aries. As it is mono-directional, it cannot be labelled as completely beneficial, but as Uranus is the higher octave of Mercury, you may encounter a series of “aha” experiences – not all of them pleasant, though.”
 

Ukpoohbear

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Since Taurus is the resolving-Sign of Scorpio, (based on numerology with the Signs numbered 1 through 12 beginning with Aries), Venus is the numerological resolving ruler for Scorpio. It's a special case, which improves the placement considerably.

Ooh, so Scorpio is 8 and can be resolved to 2 basically? Venus and Mars/Oluto do have a special relationship with each other, so it does makes sense that together they would work.

I’m just paranoid about all potentially bad Venus transits cos they bring me such bad luck and I don’t need it, but I feel safer now.
 

david starling

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Ooh, so Scorpio is 8 and can be resolved to 2 basically? Venus and Mars/Oluto do have a special relationship with each other, so it does makes sense that together they would work.

I’m just paranoid about all potentially bad Venus transits cos they bring me such bad luck and I don’t need it, but I feel safer now.

You got it right away! Same with Gemini as resolving-Sign for Sagittarius in 2 dimensions....∆
 
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david starling

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How the opposite Signs relate to each other is a Modality affair. Aquarius #11 and Leo #5 don't have a numerological resolving relationship like Gemini/Sagittarius, Taurus/Scorpio, and Taurus/:cancer:, but they relate through Taurus due to astrological patterning based on Elements and Modalities. Pisces links Gemini and Sagittarius in that way. Aquarius links Taurus and Scorpio.
 
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AppLeo

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