Hi Everyone
Could you please take a look at the birth chart of my son, i just discovered few days ago that he has aspects that show suicidal inclinations. With Aries on cusp of 8 and Mars conjunction with IC badly aspected...as well as other planets badly aspected...
How did i discovered all these? I looked at my SR for next two years, after knowing there would be major things happening next period of time in my life, and i discovered that for 2019 SR for myself, i had ruler of 5th in the 8th house....further more, September 2018 progressed Moon conjuncts my death planet, Neptune, which in same time is part of my twins children axis, in opposition with the Moon in Sagitarius-Gemini.....which in same time was transited by Pluto in 2001 when i gave birth and died for a short period of time.
So i am quite concerned at the moment....
The story unfolds a little further as my charts, (Natal transits, Progressions and Solar arc) show having twins in 2019....i know it will sound funny, but i pulled the birth chart of the twins, as per the transits, and knowing that after i died the first time i gave birth, i only would consider a C section birth.....and i tried the charts around the days i knew the babies would be due...and my BIG problem was that for their solar return for the same year i see death in the chart.
After that I checked my son's SR charts for couple of next years.
Please help me taking a look at the charts i am posting, can you identify death in my sons SR for this year?....
What about my SR for 2019?
Is there death indicating in the twins SR for 2020?
i am posting all three charts.
I am really grateful in advance, i tried and tried t figure everything out by myself, but i feel i'm overwhelmed...
Could you please take a look at the birth chart of my son, i just discovered few days ago that he has aspects that show suicidal inclinations. With Aries on cusp of 8 and Mars conjunction with IC badly aspected...as well as other planets badly aspected...
How did i discovered all these? I looked at my SR for next two years, after knowing there would be major things happening next period of time in my life, and i discovered that for 2019 SR for myself, i had ruler of 5th in the 8th house....further more, September 2018 progressed Moon conjuncts my death planet, Neptune, which in same time is part of my twins children axis, in opposition with the Moon in Sagitarius-Gemini.....which in same time was transited by Pluto in 2001 when i gave birth and died for a short period of time.
So i am quite concerned at the moment....
The story unfolds a little further as my charts, (Natal transits, Progressions and Solar arc) show having twins in 2019....i know it will sound funny, but i pulled the birth chart of the twins, as per the transits, and knowing that after i died the first time i gave birth, i only would consider a C section birth.....and i tried the charts around the days i knew the babies would be due...and my BIG problem was that for their solar return for the same year i see death in the chart.
After that I checked my son's SR charts for couple of next years.
Please help me taking a look at the charts i am posting, can you identify death in my sons SR for this year?....
What about my SR for 2019?
Is there death indicating in the twins SR for 2020?
i am posting all three charts.
I am really grateful in advance, i tried and tried t figure everything out by myself, but i feel i'm overwhelmed...